Its kind of silly because ive been on here for about 8 years under different names trying to get following or find something that could be "my thing" I was kind of starting to copy other creators and act out. I mean i understand now how thats wrong, I was just a kid but I also just really wanted a shiny star or a place to belong with creators and feel special and yadayada Super stupid lmao, but even so as we watch the platform disband it was just nice to be here :)