What kind of person do you think you are? Not a horrible one.. But not a great one either. I yell too much. I want to scream and beg and cry for attention. I cry for nothing. Everything triggers me these days... I'm gross and I have bad habits. My only talents are drawing and singing (kinda) and I waste my time doing unimportant things. And sometimes I get the urge to slam people's heads into walls and hit them. Like, what the ****? Do I really need to see other people suffer for my own satisfaction? Do I have no empathy? People get upset for petty reasons and I try to be nice, but in my mind I'm like "Live a week in my body with my thoughts and urges. The pain of watching cruel cycles of behavior towards me and the people I love repeat is unbearable. Hearing that someone's gone and coming back is old news. Broken plates, broken promises, broken thoughts, and eventually your broken body. Your mind is deteriorating and you're trained to pull, pick, rip, get caught, regret it, get yelled at, shrug it off,