indeed

HEY

they know

parents. me. gay. them. mad. me. sad.

they called me a fag and then like kept mentioning it. like something weird hapoens? oh its the demons around jacob i mention something semi straight? oh why cant you focus on that instead of guys? and honestly i told them it was meant as. a joke. but i dont think they bought it.

today they went through more messages im hoping that maybe they still think im straight but then we were talking about a big dog that tried to sexually assault me today and i said at least it wasnt a male and she said "oh butgender doesnt matter to you?"

like NO BUT I CANT TELL YOU THAT

and now shes telling my youth leader help

she also mentioned that if the rest of her family found out theyd beat the shit out of me

it depends if i can convince them im straight then no but if not who knows?

okay

poe im scared what if they hate me now? what if they tell everyone? what if they try sime like cinversion therapy shit?

i cant ****ing spell

im sorry

i miss you

thank you for being here i dont know where id be without you

i love you

okay do you need to talk about anything?

okay im gonna go to bed but if you need anything im here

gn ily