Aight so your either Mendigos friend (Hes 28, straight, and not desiring a new relationship since his former wife died and was the love of his life </3) or Sawyers (uh. 19 year old man, he’s dead in this au :dancer:) So anyways your oc came to visit Mendigo, since you know his prone to uh. Anxiety attacks. Annnd possessed episodes,, so you went to visit and as you walked in, one of Sawyers co workers was leaving, looking solemn. Going inside you see Mendigo, he looks,, heart broken,,

Side note: you don’t know what happened

aight gn i'll cont this tomorrow, also Soop dont forget our main rp if you see this and wanna do it lmao

Mendigo exhales shakily and looks up. “I- I,,” he removes his glasses and covers his face, shaking with silent sobs, not finishing his sentence

Mendigo hugs her back, rather tight.

"he- he- i lost him- i lost him,, i never should've let him g-go-" he sobs

"Sawyer,,"

"its not okay!" He snaps, his sadness becoming a vicious anger. "he's dead. i lost him. i lost my son!!"

Mendigo covers his face, breathing heavily. "I wish i'd kept him home,, i'd rather he'd hate me then be gone.."

Mendigo gets up and stumbles a bit then heads off into another room

Mendigo is quietly grieving in the other room

Mendigo is simply heartbroken

Mendigo stays silent

Mendigo looks up sharply, not expecting him to be here in all honesty. "Adrian- i-" he exhales shakily and gets up, he sways slightly, quickly grabbing onto the wall to steady himself. "I just,," his expression darkens slightly and he just goes quiet, he seems well, sad, very sad.

His voice comes out as a soft rasp. "Sawyer." its all he says before he ends up sliding down the wall, just sitting there, covering his face ((1. hi hru! 2. brb gym >:(

Thats good,,? Im pretty alright!) Yeh icky gym but i hath return!)) Mendigo hugs him tight, resting his head on Adrians shoulder, and just starts sobbing. "why *him*? why *now*?"

woo)) Mendigos domineer becomes angry in a split second. "a meaning? a meaning!?" he snaps, then exhales shakily. "i- im sorry- i just,, i,,"

Mendigo goes quiet. "I would too,, the assholes,, they sent him away without help, they- they- they didn't-" hes getting angry again,,

"..how" his tone becomes lost. "my little boy,, he,, i should've kept him home,,"

"If- if i had kept him home he'd still be alive." he sounds distraught as he stares desperately at him. "I dont care if he'd have hated me,, if i could do it all again i.." he trails off, looking down, his domineer changes and his voice has an odd rasp to it. "Maybe your right."

Mendigo is just rather quiet now before he whispers something inaudible to himself

He shakes his head. "mm nothing, nothing."

Mendigo gets up shakily and reaches out a hand to help Adrian up.