Just letting out the pain here ok.. ?

everyday, I fun-ing cry, for no goddamn reason, I cry and cry.. I want the pain to stop .. I don't want it to continue... all I do is fuc-ing cry and do nothing... I'm nothing... I'm sometimes weak...

I DON'T even want to continue living sometimes but...I have a lot of people that cares about me.. life is so fun-ing unfair sometimes... I just wanna die that's all..but I can't..

I'm getting tried of over thinking sh-t all the time... I'm tried of everything.. losing friend... losing everything.. losing my happiness piece by piece...

I always try cutting myself from how f-cking dumb I am.. from how weak I am...

I just hate it...

alright... I'm calm down now...

imma go sleep, I hope I never wake up.