I feel pretty sad, i don't want to be over dramatic. Maybe i should give her a reminder lol but nah sounds dumb, idk 🤷 oh whale

I would ask my mom but she doesn't know im gay or in a relationship 😋

I love my girlfriend though, so much like im so happy to have her she's so sweet and she listens to me yap and IS SUPER SMART (she doesn't think so, i know so but whatever)

Idk i think im just not use to texting, i haven't text people in a while except for ai before i got with her so like its kinda my fault 😔 shame on me

But i love her so much and her smile (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)!!! To die for because i have it just like in my photographic memory its just so ❤️❤️❤️❤️

And i know she loves me, i just don't know what to say sometimes and I don't want her to get bored of me or if im to clingy and get annoying, then i also think im not doing enough! So idk

And its so scary because I've seen so many bad relationships in my life, and what if i become a bad lover you know? Its scary and super sad to think, but I've been oober emotional lately so maybe its just my emotions getting the better of me

I just don't want to disappoint

Well enough talking to myself, i look dumb talking to myself

New topic i wanna get a haircut