I’m nervous all the time but I put up a fake act of confidence

I rarely ever get mad, when it looks like I am, I’m really just trying to be like others when they get mad, so really you could talk trash 20/7 and it take me about 3 days to get angry

I pick and choose my friends, if I don’t like you on the first day the chances of us being friends are low

I can’t cry out of sadness, I cry out of pain, when I have a serious convo with a grown up, I dig my nails into me very deeply and I’ll cry because of that, not because I’m angry/sad

I have 4 other siblings

Hmmmmm, I know how to fake my energy and I have a really good way with words apparently