I h8 it here
by:
sudsdacoon 
1000
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19.10.2020
34 comments
sudsdacoon[OP]
19.10.2020 02:58
LinkI want 2 go home
sudsdacoon[OP]
19.10.2020 03:01
LinkMy parents constantly fight and sometimes get physical, my dad is toxic, My little sister is a spoiled ass *****
They expect me to know how things work, it's almost been half of th e school year and I'm still not in
My parents are way too strict
Jesus ****
I hate that all I do is be silent and obedient
Can't wait until I'm old enough to leave this hellhole
sudsdacoon[OP]
19.10.2020 03:03
LinkThanks justin, 4 making me stare at a wall not letting me speak up r myself for like 7 years and making me this way you asshole
U r uninvited
Will u be my best man
Ofc brother, I hate u so much
sudsdacoon[OP]
19.10.2020 03:05
LinkIf I have schizophrenia my life is over and I give up
If it's js I'm killing myself because Im not dealing wi th that bit ch
sudsdacoon[OP]
19.10.2020 03:07
LinkI wish I'd at least gotten to meet those gus across the street b4 I left
I wish i could just,,beat them up no joke, even if it would get me prison time I still wouldn't care cause you NEVER deserve to be treated like this whatsoever and if you continue to be submissive towards them due to you thinking you're "weak" or "can't fight back" then you're wrong. Absoloutley wrong, because I KNOW you're strong and i KNOW you can make it through this
Justin made my brain uhh. Basically now I'm just like
Be silent and obedient and do as ur told because ur lesser 2 everybody around u and I feel bad about the tiniest mistakes and take them too seriously
So in all I'm kinda a wimp tbh
I hate justin so ****ing much he reminds me of that one kid that would ""attract"" all the girls y'know have those "cool" outfits on and watch pewdiepie or someshit and his hairstyle would be your basic meat patty-lookin ass hairstyle
He watched TV all day and constantly drank and made me and my mom feel like we never did enough, which is why I always try so hard on some th ings, especially getting people I care so much about to feel the same way uhh
oh wait he;s like your dad? if so then that might've been him while he was in school but still, he a mother****ing cock sucker
and nono what you do is enough to me! That fatass can get his lazy ass up and go to la fitness or some shit ps <3
He's dead uhh
I watched him. Him die and it was like
Whoosh
Now u have forever scarring trauma
WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME THIS WAA
but he kinda deserved it for how he treated both himself and you, he should've been more careful
Even tho he put me thru a lot of trauma I can't bring myself to hate him for some reason uhh
DIES AND FALLS ON THE FLOOR LIKE MAHIRU
but thats okay i guess?? It just kinda reminds me of how you would lightly punch someone, even as a joke them immediately regret it and say "IM SORRY"
I'm pretty good, though I feel like I get more anxious every day uhh. Anyway