AND NO ONE CARES SO WHY WOULD I TELL YOU ABOUT IT I DONT KNOW IM JUST SCARED AND WORRIED

HOW DO I ****ING CALM DOWN WHEN MY DOGS DYING AND IVE ALREADY LOST SO MUCH AND HES BEEN DYING SLOWLY AND WE CANT GET HIM TO THE VET OR ANYTHING AND MY DUMB DAD SAID I SHOULD JUST SLEEP WHILE MY BROTHER GETS TO STAY WITH HIM

I CANT BREATHE MY PARENTS OBVIOUSLY DONT CARE WHAT I FEEL AND IM CRYING AND THEY KNOW AND DONT CARE AND TOLD ME TO ****ING SLEEP WITH NOTHING ELSE TO SAY I JUST CANT DO ANYTHING I DONT WANT HIM DYING

I ****ING CANT THEY DONT CARE NO ONE DOES IN THIS HOUSE I WANT TO ****ING DIE AND BROTHER KNOWS THIS DOES HE TRY TO STOP ME? NO WHY WOU,D ANYONE CARE I JUST WANT HIM TO BE HERE BUT I CANT STOP THE FACT HES DYING AND IM BURSTING INTO TEARS

HOW

NO YOURE AN AWESOME FRIEND IM JJST A NOBODY WHO CANT ****ING HANDLE EMOTIONS AND IS TOO STUPID TO BDO ANYTHING WHEN PEOPLE HELP

No, they’re in their room. We’re not allowed in there, and even if we were, I’d be too stupid and scared to try..

I’ll try when their asleep But that would take a while, I don’t know if I would have cried myself to sleep yet by then

Yeah...

I can’t They won’t let me And they’ll scream at me if I try I don’t like being screamed at

I’ll try later when I’m not crying like an idiot

I mean, I’ve had 3 cats, they died, and I barely cried over them... I mean- I cried , a lot, over the 1st one. But slowly got used to it And by the 3rd one I barely cried BUT THAT WAS YEARS AGO AND WHEN I BELIEVED MY FAMILY CARED WHEN THEY DIDNT AND NOW IM BEING AN EMOTIONAL ASS AGAIN AND CRYING