This comment is just going to have random things in it, take it as you may. I drew myself idealised in a way because i don't have the courage to take a step to do it, i didn't change much about myself other than giving myself short hair. Long hair to hide my round cheeks, a hoodie or over sized sweater because it makes me feel safe, a beanie to hide my thin and messy hair with so many slip ends and never took care of it, a hot chocolate for warmth and comfort. My expression is always a little sadden and tired except when i am with people i love or i like. what should i do next?