today has been a day
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tupatupa
01.12.2018 00:30
Linkyep and amazing art!
*huggos the umbreoff bean* i giv hugs uwu
but seriously, I hope you feel better later.
i get the feeling, i'm not saying i 'understand' because no I don't, I don't live your life. I often don't because i think i'm fat and i often burn myself with hot wax if i do stupid shit, it's a form of self punishment.
it isn't fully anorexia
its also a medication I have to take being ADD
if I don't take it I fail school
if I take it
it makes me feel like I am going to through up everywhere as well as if it was ripping my stomach apart from the inside
EVERYTHING I EAT HURTS
so I don't
if I don't eat I don't feel it
my mom weighed me
and she got worried and mad because I had gone down 14 pounds
she keeps trying to make me power eat to gain it all back before this visit to the doctors in a week
she wants to make sure they never know this happened
but I skip every meal I can get away with
that is my life at the moment
I'm sorry
If you ever want to talk, I'm here, even tho we don't know eachothwe
*inhales*
;-;
You can talk to me.
I'm here for you fam.
I will deticate my life to help you if I have to.
I just want you to be happy.
Yep I'm depressed as well.... yeah I'm DEFINITELY JOKING DEFINITELY
Hahaha, yeahh
