I fucking hate this
15 comments
Killugami[OP]
10.10.2023 23:58
LinkIm going through fits of not feeling pretty again and not feelijg good enough
Killugami[OP]
10.10.2023 23:59
LinkIts like no matter hard i try im always the ugly friend. My face is weird my hair falls weird my tits arent bg enough i feel like the ugly best friend
Killugami[OP]
11.10.2023 00:01
LinkAnd whar sucks is that nothing will make me feel better. Nothing anybody says will help because this isnt about anyone else its about me its not their opinions that matter its my own
Killugami[OP]
11.10.2023 00:01
LinkAnd my opinions wont change
Killugami[OP]
11.10.2023 00:02
LinkWhy do they get friends for acting "autistic" and "silly" but me, someone who actually has it gets pushed aside as just the best friend i feel like a ****ing side character in my life i hate this
Killugami[OP]
11.10.2023 00:03
LinkLol im literally sobbing while my sister is blasting Everlong in the next room
Killugami[OP]
11.10.2023 00:05
LinkI ****ing hate myself and i want to get the balls to kill myself but i have to pretend to be better now because nobody wants an actually mentally ill girlfriend. They just want the ones that act all cute and shy and have simple problems that they overdramaticize or whatever. Nobody actually wants the tassle of dealinf eith an actually ****ed up person with sick feelings and urges
Killugami[OP]
11.10.2023 00:07
LinkThe feelings of being tired and drained all the ****ing time no matter how much you rest or the suicide attempts after every mistake you make
Killugami[OP]
11.10.2023 00:07
LinkOther things too
Killugami[OP]
11.10.2023 00:09
LinkI had a guy who said he liked mentally ill girls and he would take care of me. He just meant that he liked the depressed girls who had no energy and used to cut themselves not the erratic bipolar girls that sometimes are happy and okay and sometimes get the urge to kill themselves for no goddamn reason. He didnt want no psych ward chick
Killugami[OP]
11.10.2023 00:10
LinkNobody in this stupid ****ing town likes me because i am actually autistic and i have bipolar and i have suicide attempts all over my legs
Killugami[OP]
11.10.2023 00:11
LinkI probably ****ing deserve it all to be fair
Killugami[OP]
11.10.2023 00:11
LinkI get so jealous its horrible
Killugami[OP]
11.10.2023 00:12
LinkAll of these feelings they dont help that my best friend is going after my ex now
Killugami[OP]
11.10.2023 00:12
LinkWhatevwr i took his virginity not them.