Her death note: Look, if you are reading this, i’m sorry, i’m extremely sorry, for anyone who somehow cares about me..Carter, I love you dearly but I guess we weren’t meant to be..Blade, I know I have annoyed the **** out of you, and I hope you forgive me for the stupid things I have done, I shouldn’t have made so much drama. I hope you and Winter will have a good life. My friends, like Rain and others, you were my greatest friends I have been with, you were all truly great and funny to be honest. But please make Kookie alright, she would be upset about me..make her happy..do it for me..she would cry because of me. But I have no choice. I will see you all from above in heaven or hell. From Choco.