I can finally post bc I um

Stopped working on that stupid drawing

...

anyways

I think maybe

Ill just focus on me

I did all I could to help

I did all I could to show I care and that all those insecurities and the self hatred was nonsense and that I loved regardless but I guess you just have to love yourself before you can love someone else

I hope you love yourself one day

I dont regret giving all of me to you and trusting you, I still care about you. I cant say the other thing bc I feel like that might be too weird idk chat

This aint gonna be read by them im just doing this for myself hi flipanim dot com

I cant be the one who makes you love yourself thats your journey to make

I want to but thats not how that works unfortunately

I keep forgetting you cant make people do anything

Or change or feel the way you want then to feel

Them

I thnk im gonna get a gym membership

I feel like

A part of me just fell off

I dont think it wanted to

Frick my stupid life i do wish you roses 🤕

I cant listen to that omfg im gonna sob and throw up

Ill just listen to Jason derulo I think that will make me feel better

U cant stop my fricken shine