hey everyones..s.. i know usually all i do is whine and complain on this site but i would like to take time to. do the opposite idk 😭 the last couple of months or even years have been rlly rough for me, but i feel like im just constantly improving and maturing, i genuinely dont believe things can get worse instead of seeking validation and love from those outside of me i really want to try to focus on myself but its difficult because i literally loathe myself so bad.. it is going to take time but i want to give myself that time, i dont want to hide from myself anymore my art has been improving imo? or atleast i have more of an artstyle that i enjoy compared to the past 🤔 IVE BEEN OC TRADING ALOT its very fun but also i really need to learn my limits cause it can stress me out when i have alot of owed art at a time, mostly because i dont trust myself to get it done in time, but ive been trying to trust myself and slowly but surely ive been working on my current owed