NO YOU SHUSH youcantsaythatonlyme

nonoitsfine it happened like 3 years ago BUT NO IF U DONT ACCEPT MY LOVE

>:00 how DARE you

i panic and grab my brother who is bleeding and i try to get him to the bathroom, but the dog is in the way, so i try to nudge him but he's still screaming. i push him into the bathroom, now covered in blood and the dog ran outside. my mom is calling my dad and I'm putting a towel to his mouth (I'm like 12-13 at this time) and i have NO IDEA what I'm doing. ZERO clue. my mom gets off the phone and hands it to me, telling me to SEARCH UP ON GOOGLE what to do, keep in mind I'm like 12 and am scared out of my MIND, so i fumble with the phone and cant type. my mmo is now yelling at ME calling me an idiot

my dad gets home and as soon as he sees my brother he GRABS A KNIFE and runs outside, and m mom chases him. after that the dog hid in my room and animal service shit was called...huh and my brother now has ptsd, a ****ed up lip, and a fear of dogs and i didn't do S H IT

so, ever since 7th grade, i've had a struggle with body image and body confidence. i just,,hated the way i looked. not my face or anything,,but my body. i saw all these girls who were gorgeous and slim, and everyone liked them, but me, I'm a tall, and solid girl. i can say now I'm not fat, but i had that terrible image about myself... so i started,,,take in large amounts of food because i was starving myself then immediately throwing it up because i didn't want to be fat, this was terribly unhealthy for me because i do a lot of sports,,but i hated the way i looked...every time i ate i threw it up..i didn't tell anyone...i really wanted to die. oh god i cant do this oh god