HI im i realized im such a suck up cuz like!!!! omg im. someone gives me affection ONE TIME AND THEN IM LIKE.. drooling at the mouf and i start to look up to that person aLOT AND IT TURNS INTO LIKE AN not obsession but??? yknow i think abt them a whole LOT but its not a crush but also whenever that happens my get SUPER ANXIOUS talking to them and i feel like they hatef me for no reason and that feeling happens alot but it amplifies with certain people!! but like idk it happenned here once where someone was like super nice to me and i looked up to them alot andi still do but its also like.. they dont like me tha t much at all!!we arent even good friends anymor