another thing is that my nostalgia is taking over my life rn i cant forget about things that happened during spring 2019 - august 2020

going back to school ****ed up my mental health even more than callum ever could

i dont ****ing know what it is but something is just making me think to end my shit

i dont think i could though but as long as i can cope with whatever the **** is making me feel shit rn then im probably not going to be able to deal with whatever the **** makes me cry over nostalgia

worst thing rn is the fact i have to deal with it during spring break which takes away euphoria of the first ****ing lockdown- i ****ing miss staying up all night watching the sun rise at ****ing 4 am

i miss scrolling through tiktok at like ****ing 2 am with callum

all my shit rn is making me feel pointless

im really not ****ed with life rn