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charlie kirk im ready to see u
21.01.2026
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im-already-winston[OP]
21.01.2026 01:14
Linkdear my first flipanim partner i never loved you and only liked the fan art you drew of my characters. me fighting for your love via flipanim vent posts was because i didn't want to lose my main stream of fan art. thank u. bless
im-already-winston[OP]
21.01.2026 04:07
Linki regret having this be the first comment considering their current partner still posts on this site
CoolCatCamren
21.01.2026 04:07
LinkJust drop their user so we can witch hunt them
im-already-winston[OP]
21.01.2026 04:09
Linkno like hillary clinton said when they stoop low we go up
im-already-winston[OP]
21.01.2026 04:11
Linkjust kidding thank u for the free fan art snooks
CoolCatCamren
21.01.2026 04:12
LinkYour so tiny and petite twin
dear bowser i never loved you either and this isn't me saying this retrospectively. there were so many points in our flipanim exclusive relationship where i genuinely wanted you dead. thank u. bless
dear angrykid i'm sorry for the feederism joke i made. i have matured and hung up my binky and therian mask. thank u. bless
however i will not apologize for you hating me over cringe uwu speak back in 2019. you will not survive the winter. thank u. bless
dear madsmarie i'm sorry for hating you for nearly a decade. my one interaction with you in late 2017 really soured my view of you. thank u. bless
i will not apologize to kylooo solely because this post still exists. i will keep unethically hating this one. thank u. bless
it's unfair of me to hate on someone who was severely mentally ill when i was the same but it's called unethical hating for a reason. i do not hate on kylooo the person of today and i hope they are doing well. thank u. bless
dear promagma and itssam i'm sorry for hating on your pre-ai ai slop art. i won't lie if i saw a featured post of theirs in present day i'd confuse it for ai but it's ok. thank u. bless
I remember when everyone was fans of bowser cus we were all kids and their art looked nice and we had no concept of internet safety and boundaries I give my condolences for you ever having to be in a relationship with them
I’m not sure what exactly happened but I hope you weren’t attacked for falling out with him because ik what kids would do when their fav artist goes under fire
i broke up with bowser because i lost interest in them and had found someone else (entirely different story that i won't touch on). it wasn't until a few days after we broke up i found out they catfished me, called them out on it and their reputation wasn't really the same after that
to his kid fanbase he was still popular but the general, more normal fa base knew him as a weirdo who erped with kids
dear aaronhobbs i'm sorry for making fun of your journey to christ. charlie kirk came to me in a dream and i now believe in the lord. thank u. bless
the kids didn't know that aaronhobbs tried to convert people
dear everyone i'm not schizophrenic or mentally ill. every mental illness i claimed to have either ended up being a symptom of my autism or was pushed on me by ex-friends. i am sane in my membrane. thank u. bless
I used to think i possibly couldve had dementia when i was like 13 i was like the slowest person on the planet
i think i have repented for enough of my sins. this post will be void once i make an eventual return. thank u everyone. bless
i hate dandy's world and i'm so glad i left this one friend group i was in because i genuinely thought i was going to blow my brains out if they kept talking about dandy's world
dandy's world fans who hate on forsaken because of it's awful development team are huge hypocrites considering a co-creator of the game ended up being a groomer with the other owner initially defending them but :/ ok
i don't care about roblox i play games for people my age but people (ADULTS.) who like dandy's world are on the same team as bluey adults who make being cringe-free their entire personality trait
they used to get sooo upset when i made jokes about hating dandy's world like i thought you were cringe-free. i thought it didn't get to you why is it getting to you now. but ur right you are cringe and i hate dandy's world israelgpt generate me a roblox game that dead dove proship diaperfurs would love
at my grown age of 20 i shouldn't be caring about roblox games but here i am
Hating dandys world world is valid but only if you also hate forsaken
b4 i stopped playing i really enjoyed honse racing (horse race tests but on roblox) and horse life
i never played it but i also enjoyed phighting. at least the lore that came out of it
preach on the dandy's world though I was forced to play it and still to this day have no idea why anyone likes it it is genuinely so boring to play
I tried to get my friends into it and it ended up with me going on their accounts to get characters for them
That’s the problem actually before I got my friends into it I made a alt just to start over DANDYS world again but then the alt got lost so I made a new one to start over DANDYS world all over again twice
ngl I hate Friday night funkin way more than I will ever find dandy's world weird because literally every single Friday night funkin fan was so delusional why did they all think they were going to make a mod one day with no coding experience no animation experience and unable to draw too
I forgot about how weird the fnf community was but yeah I’m glad it’s not AS popular as it used to be
nobody else ever gets me on the Friday night funkin hate but I had multiple friends who would spam send me osts from like mods or whatever and force me to listen to 8 minutes of the stupid boyfriend character or whatever going like "oh e a a o a eee" I was literally so close to skinning everyone I knew alive because they would also try to convince me to draw them character sprites for free
YES THEY EXPECTED ME TO MAKE SPRITES FOR FREE?? Like I guess they thought the honor of me being in an awful mod nobody would ever see would outweigh spending my free time drawing their oc
like they also wanted them to be animated for a mod or whatever which would also mean separating body parts to layers too like no why tf would I spend my time feeding your Friday night funkin addiction
We you just drawing and doing all this shit from the center of your heart or were they compensating you in ANY fashion.. like surely they did Fanart for you or a art trade or smth right
idc for friday night funkin but every time someone gets called out for being into an odd fetish it's almost always a friday night funkin fan
Like i think anyone can learn coding but like not within a shortass time span and not without getting ****in BOOOOORED like i was interested in games and i thought itd be so cool to make a game so i signed up for a comp sci course and i was ****ing honk shooing the whole time i barely passed that shit i never wanna work it never ever
honestly I joined a club where you would learn how to code games specifically but I got so bored so fast and quit mainly because it was like my old art class where you'd learn how to copy an art style/make a specific game and move on instead of learning how to develop your skills and make something you want to make
I don't rlly like dw or forsaken tbh,
The Fandom is the resson and I don't rlly play due to what going on behind the game
Forsaken is so bad I can admit DANDYS world has a bad fandom but when I tried to get into forsaken I genuinely didn’t stand 2 days before hopping off of it
I would rather be on flip anim than on forsaken Twitter cus atleast most people on here don’t post proship content
i used to like forsaken ONLY for chance. when the stuff came out about forsaken i had JUST bought the chance plush. safe to say chance is in a better home
We does everyone who ever touched forsaken always have a chance plushie
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I can’t agree that chance is hot because certain people on here will clip that and black mail me with it but I think I understand
i would rather put my non-existent nuts into a meat grinder than ever play forsaken again that game was ASS but i also have the chance plush
and also a friend of a friend is actively in contact with roblox-hitler-soul, thats pretty cool i guess???
True i js play fighting games inspired by it, the game itself is shitty
i also hate most furries but shhh shhh they'll get me if i say that out loud
specifically telegram furries who spam their ugly traced fursona stickers in the discord art channel WOAH WHO SAID THAT
i don't understand people who still use telegram despite its reputation but this is coming from someone who uses discord
I also still use discord but where tf else am I gonna find art servers to talk in? Telegram is where you go to do the most illegal depraved shit known the man kind
I never got into tumblr or Snapchat and I would rather ****ing die than talk on Instagram for a long length of time
i am supposed to be repenting for my sins instead i'm basking in them
if you have any sins you want to share or repent for ur free to do that idc
My sin is I unironically play dandys world and draw fanart and I have 107k ichor and a half of 60 and do high floor runs
I also hated promagma so much but lowk I would rather have him back than these weirdos
every time i saw promagma, conshh, and itssam on the popular page i was filled with rage
They were popslop I specifically hated promagma because I wasn’t a fan of realistic copy and pastes and his art just seemed so unimaginative and performative but then
i didn't survive conshh what made them think i would survive promagma
it's bold of me to say this considering back then my humor was cringe uwu speak but conshh's quirks made me want to rip out my eyes
I have so much bullshit I made awhile ago I don’t even care anymore I’m desensitized to old internet speak because I’m in art discord servers with people who are cornballs but I lowk fw it
What I really hate is white people humor and ik I’m white when I say this but I have this really unfunny person in this art server I’m in
And he will repost the corniest shit and when people don’t laugh he’ll post in in a different server it’s so funny
woo hah!! got you all in check by busta rhymes the fifth track on his 1996 album the coming sounds like it was made on mute but it's ok i love busta rhymes
in a way this is me getting stuff off my chest before i go to heaven. amen. bless
when i was 17 i was accused of being a predator because i made sex jokes with people aged 15-17. of course this was a pony town friend group
Me and lider played pony town once and this one player started talking to us while we were roleplaying and they lowk started to talk about sex trafficking where they lived and how they wanted to be a lawyer which highkey killed the roleplay vibe
i was also accused of having a foot fetish. sadly for them they got the right fetish but the wrong guy. i am not like my father my apple fell too far away from the tree
They then invited us to their custom world and they had stripper poles in their house which I found funny and hypocritical while we talked about the political injustices of the world
these people made me believe i was schizophrenic because i had constant fears of them gangstalking me (proven to be true). luckily for me my brain considers stuff from 3-4 years ago as old and not relevant
Do you have bad paranoia and anxiety? It genuinely feels so draining and tiring like you can’t sleep or anything
up until recently my paranoia used to be so awful i'd cut people off that i KNOW don't have contact with them solely because i was scared of them reaching out through them
That sounds so scary and hellish I’m sorry you went through that, I hope you don’t blame yourself for it paranoia can ruin your state of mind if not regulated
Thats crazy i never got into actually playing pony town i js used it as a character creator 😭 i remember i made popuko and pipimi and a character from a kikuo mv in it
It’s really fun if any of your friends have their own OCS I recommend you guys both making your OCS and showing them off to eachother
dear flipanim in 2019 i had a crush on a nazi germany roleplay account not because of how they drew but just cause of how they typed
in 2019 i had a crush on bowser (flipanim user) solely because i thought his cat mascot was hot. honestly looking back my romantic feelings were attached to the mascot and not the person behind it
i remember when we started dating a bunch of people were disappointed
one person specifically went out of their way to harass me and tell bowser to break up with me
I think all the “motion” you needed was a decent follower count and a feature and you could get anyone you wanted
idk considering i have 2.7k followers on my other account w/ a feature. this statement is true
Age not required because no one cared about age on the site at the time especially the adults
Everyone was cool when I was younger but now everyone is weird or mentally ill
Yeah but now being mentally ill is sad and weird and not cool anymore
Back when being depressed ment like being sad for a little while and everyone had it and it wasn’t that bad
I thought it meant being sad for a little while but it actually just feels like your dying
But luckily talking with people makes me feel better so it’s lowk manageable
Okay confession early December I got black out drunk and thought I was in a mlp infection au and it was the apocalypse and I was princess Luna and my family was princess celestia and candence and they were talking about if I was dying and I thought I was dying and then I woke up with vomit everywhere
last time i got drunk i was on vrchat and i called somebody a slur in a mcdonalds map because they were making fun of me for having a furry avatar on
very shortly after i puked up the twisted tea i drank because the blue raspberry flavoring was ass
then i ate lo mein and was happy again
I would get drunk and get on eviction notice on roblox n play with my sister that shit was so fun until I had the worst ****ing depressive episode of my life
I didn’t like eviction notice but they had roblox voice chat so it was like talking to people irl without walking around and doing shit
I never gotten mean drunk but I was mean to myself apparently cus my sister told me I was hitting myself while I was drunk LMAO?
i've never heard of someone doing that before while drunk
lowk alcohol and roblox sounds like a amazing pairing
Bro I hurt so ****ing bad the day after I literally beat my own ass and I had the worst hang over ever like I was shaking for a good 2-3 days so I decided not to heavy drink like that ever again
Roblox and alcohol is the most fun shit ever with vc as long as you can filter your mouth
the reason i'm on this account and not staarchip is because i associate that account with the worst side of me. also because the name is girly and i'm not a girl
I was gonna talk about staarchip cus I was gonna talk about my favorite flipanim artists when I was younger I always wanted their hand writing
i remember when i first made this account i liked the concept of people perceiving me as more masculine. funny how things end up
my ai generated hand writing promised to be 3000 years ago
i won't lie aside from the handwriting and me being friends with nighteye (kody) and zee-rex (lee) i don't know why people followed me looool. my art looked like wet poop from a butt
Also Stfu your art was still really good even for how simple it was that’s what made it ****ing good
Sometimes it’s not about detail maxxing and drawing fnaf Fanart it’s about being cute and simple
i had no clue who zee rex was untill like early 2020 but i followed u back then because u gave me kittydog vibes before she was weird
Saying they had kitty dog vibes is so back handed I gotta kill you for that
kittydog. (eye twitch) if i never watched her content i wouldn't be drawing furries
I didn’t know kitty dog so to mean staar was the old gen and kitty dog lowk copied 🙄
did you know she commissioned me on deviant art back in 2018 because i defended her in her own comment section
she paid me 10 deviant art points which is the equivalent of 10 cents. honestly if i didn't love her back then i would've flamed her ass for paying me child slabor pay
yeah she did because one of my friends told her about this site and how someone was impersonating her
Sorry I had to get on my alt cus I was getting captchas but 10 cents is insane
these newgen flipanim users don't know about refreshing tabs
That means one of kitty dogs friends was a flipanimer the world is so small and lame
I got some of my irl friends on flipanim I still check their accounts sometimes but they haven’t posted in years 💔
I GOT AN OLD IRL FRIEND INTO FLIPANIM BACK IN 2019 and they tried to catch up with me back in 2023 but they turned my entire friend group against me back then so i just ignored them 😟
idk they told everyone i was bullying their friend who i had 0 clue was and literally everyone believed them but i was like 12 so i didnt care
my bully from middle school who shoved me into a desk and gave me a permanent bruise on my rib is now a well-known country artist
hudson westbrook i have it out for you. your spiritually israeli country music slop may have won over my family (both close and extended) but once i get my hands on you i oughta
i used to roleplay alot on this site so my google passwords are flooded accounts but the only ****ing account i couldn't get into is the onision one
How much roleplaying we talking? I used to roleplay like crazy I had like 500 comments under roleplay anims with my friend lider
Bro you already said you were in the country human fandom just drop it please
sigh
https://flipanim.com/profile?name=-Estonia-
https://flipanim.com/profile?name=-Romania-
i also have the password to estonia and ukraines love-child i guess? idk i had some weird shit going on back then
oh this isnt even half of it wait till i talk about the addiction humans
tobacco and weed had some yaoi going on and that was my first ever flipanim sin rp
I used to pass my friend a comic panel and we would draw our mlp ocs interacting with eachother like notes in class
i liked frans too and i used to play on mlp brony servers it was awful
yeah it was awesome i saw so many horse pussies when i was 7 years old
https://flipanim.com/profile?name=shillai baby's first flipanim account
coming back to furriie but 13 year old me was so proud of this animation
https://flipanim.com/profile?name=motomotolikesyou this was my account and was made 4 days before disaster
sweety67 fun fact: 67 was my attempt at making an "evil" number. sorry
https://flipanim.com/profile?name=kitsong-g completely disregard the "final" post i made it during a time when i was spiraling heavily from ex-friend stuff
Back when we all thought no one could tell our artstyles out if we changed one thing 💔
That’s like what 18 accounts? You were using all of flipanims data making those accounts 💔
it felt so awkward asking flipanim to reset my password for this account (real ones know i got hacked randomly on march 5th 2019) because i forgot which school email i used to make this account
LMAO YOU HAD TO GO DOWN THE LIST- you didn’t know you could make fake emails at the time? 😭
this was before i found out you could use fake emails to register accounts
i'm autistic and thought if i used a fake email the big guy himself would ban me
You said autism makes you creative and you were creative enough to use school accounts to register so were you wrong
While others would make fake gmails you were out their thinking differently n shit real creatively
**inhale** I ****ing HATE it when people use autism as an insult, autism is a disability, not an insult. Autism actually has some positive things about it, like a creative mind. My sister has autism and it annoys me when people use autism as an insult to describe a mentally and physically stupid person, please ****ing stop. **exhale**
the fact people flamed me for calling autism a disability when it is literally that
You were lowk advertising autism talking about it has some positive things then said a creative mind 😭
what's funny is that i made that anim before my mom disclosed to me i have autism. 12 year old me knew what was coming
When I was 12 I was drawing mlp and you were making autism awareness posts
No wonder you became popular you were making all the woke speech posts at the time
That amv would have gotten you atleast 200k views on animation meme YouTube
Also its ok i wouldnt be drawing humans the way i did in 2019 if i didnt see fukcinf scootaloo loves sans animation memes when i was younger
Of my ****ing god dude you have no idea how ravaged I was when I found out what happened to her
She genuinely lost her ****ing head and became a creep like a damn parasite got into her brain and started making her into gross weirdo
Ashley is the only one who from my knowledge isn’t insane she still did bad stuff but not anything that makes her evi lyk
i was extremely infatuated with birdies drama at the peak of it and i followed it ever since then, and then scootaloo loves sans ended up getting dragged down with them
Synni genuinely lost her head talking about two women ( one was NOT ) talking about nsfw is just locker room talk
Why would you be in a locker room with a kid and no that shit is not locker room talk 🙏
And then birdie got called out on their bs
They still piss me off but atleast synni isn’t on the internet any ****ing more and everyone hates just a robot now
He’s as ****ed up as synni but he doesn’t have any victims to my knowledge but he defended her
I had a lot of arguments on here nothing really traumatizing happened on fa for me besides me joining “sin” rps with adults
The role pays I joined were the ones that were popular and most of those were with kids the same age as me some older but I distinctly remember checking some of the accounts and finding out they were adults
I would talk the recent section and see what anims were popping off the most and join those
When my sister deleted my email she got rid of the passwords linked to the account so i cant get into my old fa accs anymore 💀
So all your corny posts are just up forever n you can’t delete them
it's ok every day i wish i could delete every single vent post i made on candiishillai but my irl friend changed my password
i used to stalk all of stickworlds rps and im a little ashamed about it
in all fairness my friend locked me out because they knew i was having a breakdown. we stayed friends afterwards until we graduated. only recently have i gotten back in contact with them, they're now a tiktok artist with nearly 40k followers and they write gay yaoi cod fanfics
Dude i remember. Oh my gld. I remember before stickworld was dating his gf. He was dating that person with did the one with heterochromia. I remember one time they wanted to talk to each other on a private anim and. I watched the convo on the private anim and i said nothing. Jesus christ
TWINNING BRUH turns out they were really really over-dependent and i think made ppl around them miserable
what are they gonna do come back and tell us we're being mean and then get pelted with rocks? 😔
yeah lowk at the time everyone was on the same wavelength its just different ways but they were interesting
You guys don’t understand how much shit I talk about others don’t worry
they made a public apology back in like 2024 so i assume so but lowk i stalked all their posts and THATS What im ashamed of
I’m not apologizing for shit I did 5 months ago that was a different me
https://toyhou.se/37252174.winston winston big guy pants ok
What do you do with deviant points do you spread them like a money spread
i would draw them if i didnt have to spend my time doing this 3d commission
last time i saw a post with this many comments it was a bowser erp with a 10 year old
My honest opinion post got 375 comments but no one be yapping on here anymore if it isn’t about pedos
in the time i knew bowser i never once erped with him solely because i was embarrassed and scared of messing up
I’m glad you didn’t you probably understand the gross feeling thinking about those weird old roleplays they make me feel disgusting
I can’t believe it’s even legal to leave a site unmoderated like this
its glad to have a change of posts on flipanim where the comments arent just mindless arguing and a genuine yap sesh this is the reason i still go on this shitty site
I go on this site when I don’t feel good and I don’t usually say anything but the Kai shit got me heated and now I’m here talking some more bs again
I liked going on here and talking with people and drawing fanart it was fun but the drama genuinely made me feel like shit
all 3 of you are really cool ppl to talk to and lowk i think if roan and atuasart wasnt on here still i'd never visit again 😔
One girl I knew had strict parents so flipanim was the only site she could get on but then she went a little crazy and obsessive over me
after my parents took away all my devices i used the family computer and searched up "animation website" and found this
Flipanim got half its ****ing users from having flip and anim in its name
He’s smart for making that the domain name but not smart enough to shut this shit down when it has no moderators
He has to be paying something to keep this up maybe this is the best site he’s ever made and he doesn’t wanna let it go or he likes seeing us do shit or he forgot and the price is so small he doesn’t notice the money being taken out to pay it every month
He has featured shit recently so I doubt he’s forgotten maybe this site looks good on his bum ass portfolio
I would feel very guilty for myself if I was the creator of flipanim considering how I left it unmoderated left many kids victimized and vulnerable and let predators and groomers lurk around and talk as they wish
I refuse for someone else to tell me how to take care of myself I’m just locked in okay
Okay first of all the bath bomb barely did anything besides make me slippery second I thought the bath would tire me out but I think it woke me up more
I took sleep medication thought so we lowk got 30 minutes before I pay my karmic debt for staying up too long
i need to shower but ur all free to keep commenting and writing random stuff (i will read it eventually)
i joined this site as an escape from my mother's constant bullying and while i've been through hell and back on here i don't regret it in the slightest. i've met plenty of awesome and talented people on here and i've met people i'm happy to call my friends. thank u. bless
I would regret going on this site if it wasn’t for it helping me get really into art making me woke and being where I met my bestfriend of like 6-7 years now I think
random discord plug: @mykyie if the pfp is sheen from bedfellows that's me pls don't be like kody and accidentally misspell my name
been a fan since late 2019, i like to rewatch the series every year
i also have a pony of sheen on pony town https://ibb.co/pjjfYb04
there are days where i miss some friends from 2018 but then i remember like 9/11
toastfly was fat
sallythesweetheart is into incest
kattythefox1 hates black people
accept it, at the end of the day i only care about the nostalgia
they don't know i made this post because i had an awful headache due to my sinus infection
myk: *groping and squeezing your butt wuith both hands* can i have a nibble
dear smilingnyan i hate you and i hate how you ruin everything you touch. you stripped us of a decent flipanim furry artist and made her inherit the ugly terf art style and i can never forgive you for doing that.
Smiling nyan blocked me on all my alts i wanted to trash their stupid ass post today 💔
They talked about dreaming about being Native American that was really funny in a weird concerning way
They are mostly known for being a terf but they are honestly just insane and anything they say is cult talk to the normal person
Idk where they get their words from they genuinely just make buzzwords for fun
If you smoked a joint and read their post that might be the only way you will decipher something and understand what the mean
She made a post complaining about people thinking she’s a man if I remember correctly wtf you want us to think when you look like that
Wants to make trans people be delusional but if you look like this do you think people r gonna call you a girl in crine
You should send her a link to a Native American costume so she can live her dreams of being Native like a lot of white delusional Americans do
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I’m genuinely struggling to not misgender them I keep calling them them as the default I’m sorry
I originally keep thinking they are nonbinary im not even trying to be insulting
“Because otherwise I look like a 12 year old boy” I fear you still do twin
Idk in what world tucking your shirt in makes you not look like a little boy especially when you have short hair 💔💔💔
I honestly don’t get people like her who hate men so much because it’s counter intuitive it starts turning into a hatred that makes you obsess and think about men more than if you just brushed them off and didn’t like them
A lot of misandrists I met talk about men more than my straight friend with a boyfriend does 💔 and then it pisses me off cus now I’m hearing someone talk about men way too much
smilingnyan i hope you know ur being compared to maia poet
smilingnyan comes out of her months long hiatus to make a confusing vague post about me
confession: one time i got so pissed off with somebody on pony town i accused them of being racist towards mexicans, blocked them, then watched as people jumped them
confession: karma bit me in the ass a year later when a squid games r*pe fetishist proshipper accused me of being racist to mexicans because i said taco taco nacho in their vicinity (i'm mexican) (they accused me of racefaking too)
How did they come to the conclusion of race faking also I hope all your pony town characters get wiped for defaming someone like that
A girl I got into a argument on discord said I had a blaccent once and heavy emphasis on once because no one else in the world has told me that
I don’t think she has ever heard someone from the south
Staar you remind me of when my friend tries to make something up and tell me I’m racist
Not in a corny ass problematic way okay though let me make that clear
I don’t like when people call others sensitive for having boundaries especially with jokes if it’s not funny it’s just not funny
no iirc there’s a post out there with over a thousand comments
i wish i was still young enough to care about lesboy discourse. sadly i am grown and matured and have a broad sense of gender #wok
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dear seals i’m sorry for hating you but the people who like you are genuinely annoying and make me want to blow my brains out. i hate performative animal lovers and i hate people who post “cute” seal pictures/memes or make seals their entire personality. thank u. bless
dear whoever that person that i was rly close to on discord that i forgot the name of their flipanim account that used to send photos of their slit wrists to me as a tactic to gaslight me into telling them i loved them. i hope you get hit by a bus
it bothers me that i think about you all the time but i dont remember a damn thing about you or your personality or your name. i just remember you were 14 when i was 12 and you used selfharm to groom me and the fact i literally only remember that says a lot about both of us. i hope its several busses
i'm sorry you were put through that. it doesn't matter if they were also a kid, what they did was vile
i think the big problem is that i think i liked it and part of me misses it
cus like wym you're hurting yourself to get my attention, thats insane keep going.
i know its WRONG bc obviously, but it was weird feeling wanted. like my existence risked whether or not that person would survive? if i didnt tell you i loved yuo, would you have killed yourself? would it even have mattered?
why me, anyway? like i was just another undiagnosed idiot on flipanim i wasnt a therapist. i just liked drawing goofy furries and skeleton porn and had bipolar disorder and this random teenager thinks im cool enough to cut themselves over okay buddy, like thats kind of embarrassing on your end
but i was terrified of "..." messages for years because of you so like!!!!!!!
i also just very often got bullied by people i thought were my friends (?) on here and i know theyve probably grown up by now but i have this internalized hatred esp cus all of them were popular users and i never got that popular. i was too into the roleplay scene and making ship art to get popular enough to be a flipanim bully
flipanim lowkey made me a worse person but idk it was worth it i guess
dear cancer patients going through chemotherapy i'm sorry for calling kaifurry's ugly oc a cancer patient two weeks on chemotherapy. not all cancer patients two weeks on chemotherapy are as ugly as kaifurry's oc. thank u. bless
i will not be cancelled i will not be silenced. i will jump on this before anything happens. thank u. bless
p.s. kai your art and oc are repulsive. i'm not surprised you're weird considering you draw like a telegram furry who posts fetish art on furaffinity. bless
one thing from my trauma (that i’m ashamed to talk about with anyone) is the fact i have intrusive thoughts about being a predator/groomer. like if they say it is true then i guess it’s true
isolation is the only thing that gets rid of these thoughts, so me being out in the open again has got me ****ed up
i forgot you can’t swear on this website. really weird priorities flipanim has going on
never be friends with people you met on pony town they are mean evil people
i hate morally superior people because they literally can’t grasp the concept of hating someone just because they’re annoying. there always has to be a serious, immoral allegation because it “justifies” their hatred
i was an annoying little shit and i’m sure i still am. i used to have a massive victim complex where i genuinely saw myself as a victim no matter what. i used to have severe meltdowns when things didn’t go my way, with most of these meltdowns becoming so catastrophic they hurt people. it’s ok to hate someone for their actions driven by mental illness, it’s not ableist to do so (unless it’s something they genuinely can’t control). i don’t see what falsely accusing someone of being a threat to minors (while, mind you, that person was a minor themselves) does other than cause trauma. but that’s what these people want. they want you to suffer while they laugh at you
what’s awful is that no matter what you do it’s scrutinized. how dare you not respond to the allegations immediately, but when you eventually address it with a document you “need to move on”.
i do not take foot fetish and child endangerment allegations sitting down
speaking of foot fetishes they made such a big deal out of that. who cares if i’m into feet (i’m not), you’re into humiliating others and that’s worse
they also threw around some irl shipper allegations because i made jokes about two different sets of people dating (both times everyone was seemingly comfortable with and even made jokes themselves)
i hope everyone reading knows this is helping me a bit. who knew the people who said to open up would be right
if these people come into my life again to apologize i hope they know it’s too little too late. i try not to let it bother me now but deep down they seriously scarred me to the point i’m afraid of everyone. i can never properly open up with anyone because i’ll never know what those people will do. i don’t know if they’ll use what’s given against me
not like they’ll apologize anyways they genuinely believe they’ve done nothing wrong :cwl: :cwl: 🤣
these guys also tried to paint me disliking certain people in their group as something evil when in reality those people were just plain annoying and made me want to bang my head against the wall. sorry not sorry for calling you an annoying loser. i’m glad i’m not into radiohead and adult swim cartoons because it makes me look more “adult”
dear flipanim user i saw the other day asking if something was directed at them immediately after making a post confessing to being a proshipper: if the shoe fits. thank u. bless
in all honesty i don’t care about proship/antiship discourse because i am a grown man and that stuff gets really messy real quick, but i personally don’t want to be associated with those types of people
and by those people i mean people who make the weird stuff they like their entire personality
i had to delete two somewhat long comment chains because i was just informed that person uses flipanim and is active on this site right now
the fake poser objectums are in love with the robot from rocket monkeys btw
Is this ypur diary now? You should start every sentence with Dear Diary....
i got flipanim banned at my middleschool because my friends read a nsfw roleplay i wrote on it. no regerts. sometimes we will just look at each other and say lavender and its over from there
lavender was like a trigger like straight coke to the guy he went nuts
the worst part is the chick i used for said roleplay i still use and i yearn to make her get freaky for the smell of lavender bc itd be funny
i got flipanim banned at my school because i jokingly told my friend to kill themselves
its been like 4 years since ive been on this site and not once have it got it banned from the school its actually shredding me