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24.02.2018
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YBNightmare
24.02.2018 19:30
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so I have a bigger reason to cry.
My best friend can't come down to my house.
She is one of the only people who can help me though my emotions.
I'm crying because I miss her.
She moved and I almost never get to see her.
I CAN'T DO THIS.
SOMEONE I LOVE LVES SO FAR AWAY AND I NEVER SEE THEM.
THEY HELP ME THROUGH SO MUCH AND WHEN I NEED THEM THE MOST THEY CAN'T BE HERE.
I DON'T WANT TO LIVE.
THE TEARS ARE FLOWING DOWN MY EYES FASTER THEN A WATERFALL.
I CAN'T
I WANT HER, I MISS HE, I NEED HER, SHE IS THE ONLY ONE IRL THT UNDERSTANDS WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH.
I CAN'T, I CAN'T, I CAN'T, I CAN'T.
I'M MAKING SUCH A BIG DEAL BUT IT HURTS.
I DON'T EVEN SEE HER AT SCHOOL.
I-
I JUST-.
I want a shoulder to cry on.
I can't do this anymore.
being taken away from My BEST friend- I just-.
CAN SOMEONE JUST STAB ME RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW.
MY EMOTIONS ARE USELESS LIKE ME.
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Sorry to hear that. Can you contact her otherwise, perhaps with a cell phone?
calm down- find a way!
maybe meet up every wecond, something (thats how i keep friends with people whove switched schools)
find a way to meet up!
use facetime, skype, discord, something.
Dont let this be a loss!
I'm making a big deal about this.
But, I have been feeling like crap this whole week, and thinking I could see her made me push my way though the week without having an emotional break down. Welp.
I guess what I wish for will never come true.
Hey, hey, it’s ok. She will come down eventually. You will see her again. It’s ok to have someone you love or like to live far away. It’s ok to not see them that often. She will come down soon probably. I can help you. Your followers can help you. You are not going to lose her. Don’t worry she will come to you.
My mom probably wont let me video chat.
Her mom said she lost electricity so, I don't think we can video chat or anything.
No, I don't, I live near my grandpa and him only, Besides if I had other friends in the area they wouldn't give a crap about my feelings. Most of my "friends" are faking the friendship because they are to scared to say that they were lying because they know how easily I cry.
i doubt she wont have electricity forever- and why wouldnt your mom let you? you akready knew this person irl.
I'm making a big deal, I'm sorry.
Its just she means a lot to me.
And it hurts when my parents threaten me and tell me I'm not gonna be able to see her again when I don't do something right.
And when they tell me straight to my face " You are not gonna be able to see her." And don't give a crap.
Because they don't want her coming down to my house, I forgot why, I think my dad needs to go to the doctor which I know he is probably not going to.
i know Abi i'm cry just thinking about not seeing you my eyes hurt from crying so much. it really hurts not seeing you right now and i wish i can just hug you so tight right now. but i'm sure we can make it through what ever the world throws at us. also i'm still crying rn and i feel a little broken. BUT my dad said i can come next weekend and spend that whole weekend with you. Abi i love and i'll see you soon create and aggie for just me and you kay that way we can talk without all this being on here