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Wolf wink thing
Awww its a Dog!
collapses to my knees
ORANGE JUICE 🍊
Summer Swim !
:)
by:
VideoGameGirl 
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2774
02.12.2019
42 comments
MEMEFRUIT
02.12.2019 18:00
LinkI feel like all my friends hate me secretly. Nice.
VideoGameGirl[OP]
02.12.2019 18:01
LinkI don't hate you. You're so nice and sweet and funny and i would be seriously hurt if you didnt want to be friends anymore. You've made a huge impact on my life.
MEMEFRUIT
02.12.2019 18:03
LinkI feel like I only have real friends on here, everybody else I know irl has betrayed me in some way or manipulated me. I have two friends left irl and I feel like both are gonna leave because it seems like that’s beginning to happen, I don’t wanna be alone again.
VideoGameGirl[OP]
02.12.2019 18:12
Linki promise you'll never be alone. you are amazing girl
This is a place where you can say something that you want heard, and want someone to listen to it.
So go ahead. I'm all ears :)
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Well, your dad is wrong. The only mistake here is me, and you are an amazing person.
I’m scared of people leaving me so I’m overly clingy
And that makes them dislike me
A lot of the time I feel left out or forgotten; both online and irl. I also feel like people just act like they like me, which really bugs me. I would rather know people hate me than think they like me and continue to hang around them.
A lot of the time my personality seems to get in the way of me making friends. But I can't figure out (without sounding insane) that it's not my fault. I fear to say that there is something that seems to control me further than I can control myself. I don't often tell people this.
Also felt like I need to add this - I have attempted suicide before, and being alone doesn't help it. Being left with my own thoughts is one of the worst things you could do to me. That little voice in my head keeps telling me things - things I know aren't all true - but I still believe them... I feel like I'm in an endless loophole, and I want to escape...
I feel like people never appreciate my art or my writing. No one pays any attention to me. I try hard to make stuff people will like and it gets like 2 likes max. I know I shouldn't focus on this but it bothers me. Why waste my time? I also feel like I have no friends. People ignore me all the time. I'm just that weird kid who draws weird stuff and likes weird things.
People tease me because I like stuff. I got bullied because I was new and I was a little nerdy. One kid hit me in the legs with a text book. No one helped me. I have one true friend. I met her last year. For 7 years I had no friends. I was hoping it would be easier online to find people with my same interests. I was wrong. People ignore me and don't care what I have to say. I try to draw. Sure I'm not amazing, but I try. I don't know why I try.
I have a love hate realationship with my Mom.
When I make a mistake she gets mad at me and insults me, and never apologies. But when she's not mad at me, she's super nice. She has literally made me want to kill myself. And then she gets mad when I don't want to spend time with her.
And plus I can't live with my dad, he stopped paying child support so me and my mom where homeless, and now, were living with other people but she still can't pay for clothes, and barely for food.
If you are wondering why i am not repling to your comment, it's because i dont want to say anthing that will make it worse possibly. Im not sure how sensitive you guys are, but i want you to know i am reading all of these and i understand what you're going through
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Haha I'm not sensitive at all. Maybe its because my Mom is brutally honest with me.
I am not a person who gets mad because someone is trying to help. I appreciate that you care. Thank you!
i feel like the reason my old friends left me is because other people were better than me
shame
i used to think they'd never leave me
hAh bunch of s h i t -
ADHD
Attention Deficit Hyperactive Disorder
a Disorder
a malfunction of the brain
a problem that needs to be fixed
my mind never stops spinning
So many worlds crammed inside my head sometimes it's hard to focus on the real one.
I use to take medicine for it, I could focus. But at the end of the day I would feel extremely tired exhausted even I would pass out not being able to finish my homework.
I stopped taking it for a few years but soon my grades went down.
so they put me on a higher dose so it would last longer.
I remember feeling out of control one time.
I went on a trip with my friends to Christmas lights walk in the park, thing.
I would tell myself to not be annoying and to shut up but I would keep bugging them about one thing I couldn't enjoy myself I couldn't take it all in I was being forced to pay attention to one thing.
I didn't enjoy myself and it made me very upset.
so I stopped taking it.
I suck at turning in work or even doing to work because it's so hard....
I don’t feel happy, I’m trying my hardest, and I want to be loved.
Last year I worked on an interactive story thing and i enjoyed it so very much until I realized that it was an escape from everything and I eventually gave up on it because I had no one to show it to other than myself .
Then I finally realized how much I was bottling in and i just felt all of the bad emotions in one horrible feeling
And i was having a mental breakdown in class
This year I found that interactive story, I still really like how it is.
But I found at the very bottom this thing I typed at the bottom.
I do this to avoid doing online work by typing in a google docs how I was feeling at the moment
Just typing what im thinking not correcting any spelling errors or anything so it looks like im working.
It was honestly depressing.
here.
WOw i cant believe im actually typing , im just typing to look like im doing something but really im just wasteing time so i can get out of this unconfortable classroom wowowowowowowooowowowoowoowowowowoowoowowoowowwowowowowowowowow n n iif jhd ydjhd iuhydgygdhaosn ujys s8hopa w 88 hp 1987 wow i cant beolieve im typeing to get out of hererererererererererre im just unconfortable pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees3e i want to leave the class it needs to be time to go to lunvch wowie im really doing this are we doijng this for me i m r e a l l y dead im actually going to die please let me go home im still working on this so can i go ho m reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I eeeeel unsafe at this school . but i, feel unsafe everywear so this, makes sense, when im here i feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel alone.
It made me sad to see that's how I felt last year
Because I didn't remember it that bad and I don't feel that bad anymore I made a Really good friend to cheer me up.
I'm still sad but i'm better than I was…
Thank you for listening to my ted talk
I understand how you feel. I don't have ADHD but I have experienced every thing else.
I sometimes feel like I grow up too fast then I'll be alone when I grow up