entry 2: ive found him! the love of my life....he needs me...to make....him happy again...and i will!, he was there in the beginning....when i was small and no one knew me....through the drama he was here....i love him, always have always will, he needs me ...he made me believe again....in the good...of people...i will make him happy again....i will....well my eye is changing color and i can see a bit...i stopped bleeding and i can see my heart...i dont know why...but i will find out soon!