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Is this real depression because I have slight real depression. I feel like my parents always yell at me. I think I'm stupid. I have autism. I have short term memory loss. I have ADHD. I think I'm just waisting my parents money by them buying fidget items for me. No body understands me and how I feel because of my austism. Everyone says they understand how I feel, but they don't. Some people think it's cuz I'm in puberty I feel like no one understands me, but that isn't true. I've always felt like this. Sometimes I cut myself. I think I'm ugly too. So please, this better be real depression, because it's no joke. You aren't cool if you have depression. You aren't edgy if you have depression. This is the problem which poeple now, they lie about having depression to be cool, edgy , and get attention. Most of the time you can't trust teenagers who say they are depressed. If this is really real, I suggest getting help. Not that I know anything...