Leaving Flipanim
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TheTaco[OP]
27.04.2019 03:34
LinkHey
So I know this is sort of an impulse decision and stuff and I probably look like a huge oversensitive w*ssy but I will be leaving Flipanim. I don't know if I will come back, to be honest. I'll be leaving for a pretty permanent time. It's now an "xd nvr mind i come back1111!!!!" sorta thing. I don't know, I'll see if I succeed. I'm going to die.
Anyways, you're probably asking why.
I find no joy in drawing or animating or anything in general anymore. My mental health has completely gone down the drain and my self-harm has gotten out of control. I sound like I'm doing this for attention but if I could, I would stop this nagging feeling of hopelessness and emptiness and feeling like I'm somebody I'm not.
TheTaco[OP]
27.04.2019 03:34
LinkI have completely lost all my meaning and I'm tired and exhausted and I'm going to put an end to this. This isn't any of your faults, its mine. I'm too pathetic and scared to stand up to my own problems so I just cower in a corner waiting to die. Sorry. I'll still be watching you all and I will try to keep you safe.
Look, I've said it time and time again but I truly love you all. I know I sound cliche and stuff but you mean so much to me, all your nice comments never fail to make me happy. I am sorry I couldn't be strong for you all. I enjoyed being some kind of mother figure to you all and I hope you all stay safe and happy. I apologize to anyone I hurt while on my time on Flipanim. Guess all those "XD what would u do if i die???" trends were a little bit awkward for me to do.
TheTaco[OP]
27.04.2019 03:34
LinkAnyways, here's some more personal stuff.
Luna:
You probably won't see this but I love you with all of my heart. There was a point in my life where I found happiness only in our conversations. You mean the world. You are beautiful and talented and you deserve more. We will never have our proper Love Square meet up. I'm sorry.
Minterou:
You inspired me and you make me feel a little less dead. I'm sorry that I couldn't be there for you and that I decided to do this before I could help you get into a better place. Sorry. I love you
NightmareAlpha8. Cupidcut, and Nighteye:
NightmareAlpha8, when I first came here, you helped me and guided me and I can't thank you enough. I love you.
Nighteye, I am so sorry for not being a better friend when you needed it. Hopefully, you realize how much you deserve soon. I love you
TheTaco[OP]
27.04.2019 03:34
LinkCupidcut:
We don't talk often. I think my weird happy-go-lucky childish attitude upsets you. I'm sorry. I love your work so much and I'm so sorry that you feel like this right now. If I see your parents up there, they're going straight to hell.
Mistheart+Blluestarlecat
You two have so much potential and I can't thank you enough for inspiring me and loving me and stuff. I am sorry for not loving you more.
Samwiched:
I remember when you first started out. You were eager and had the talent of a million Picassos. You are such a supportive friend and I wish you nothing but the best. I love you.
ChickenScratch:
The big sister of flipanim. I am so sorry you have to watch me make this decision. It's not your fault. It's mine. I love you.
TheTaco[OP]
27.04.2019 03:34
LinkFurryTrash/Glitternation
I remember when I didn't have an account, you two inspired me and I wouldn't be here without you. I love you two. I'm sorry for not finishing my Map Part.
Farewell, it's been great. I love you all, goodbye. I don't know where I'm going but i hope its better than here. I love you.
Bye
Kittenlife
27.04.2019 03:35
LinkDon’t leave us
Kittenlife
27.04.2019 03:36
Link😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😭😭😭😭😭😣😔
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Kittenlife
27.04.2019 03:37
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Kittenlife
27.04.2019 03:37
LinkWe all are
SugarsArtCorner
27.04.2019 03:37
LinkI'm sorry to hear this,
We'll miss you very much so,
You've been an inspiration,
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Kittenlife
27.04.2019 03:38
LinkHelp me and don’t leave or I’m gonna go in a coma 😰
TheTaco[OP]
27.04.2019 03:38
LinkPlease read what I say. I might come back. I might not. I'm sorry.
Kittenlife
27.04.2019 03:39
LinkWell good bye
DrSxnFlower
27.04.2019 03:40
LinkGoodbye, i didn't get to now you, but i hope your okay. it's ok you want a break, maybe even quit.
- Sunflower <3
Kittenlife
27.04.2019 03:40
LinkOk it was very long so I skimmed thro it
TheTaco[OP]
27.04.2019 04:07
LinkI guess if some people want it:
heres my discord if you want:
ChocoLavender#2958
MoonlitDove
27.04.2019 05:02
LinkActually read it, please.
SozrayaTheQween
27.04.2019 05:20
Linkill friend you
SnowKitsune
23.05.2019 14:02
Linkill do to!i'm a new follower tho i love the art..
oh, well, tis your decision and I support it if it means you don't harm yourself too much
ily
But sadly that is your decision too do I can’t stop you.
You were a lot of an inspiration to me and to so so many people on here.
ilysmnh.we will all miss you so much. ^^ <333333
you will be missed <3 you were such a great person here and Im sad but atleast it might help you
It's your chose, I'm not going to stop it, I understand the mental health problems and no motivation to draw anymore, just hope you know we love you, and will support your reasoning. For the people saying don't leave, she told you why it was a struggle so stfu. It's fine to leave Fa just come to discord if ya wanna talk to us <3
awwwwwwwwwwww
i just cried no joke
im so sad my senpai is leaving ;-;
im going to really miss you...
so many people will.. honestly love you boo (nh)
NOOOO
:'((
sad..
If flipanim makes you feel better then do it. I rather you be happy then you be on here.
I remember joining flipanim and finding you. You were my idol. Just the way you drew and animated. It inspired me so much. I hope you find this comment knowing that you inspired a 10 year old who was struggling with life. You inspired me to stay here. Now look at me. I made mistakes sure but I'm happy.
You were so kind to people. Ready to support. You were an idol to everyone.
Everything ends eventually sadly. It makes sense that your leaving. I've often thought of leaving but I've realized this place is a part of me. That I need this place until I'm ready. Flipanim does give me the feel that I must draw something unless I'll disappoint people. That sucks..
Its Tikkio. Obviously
I've loved watching your art and animation grow better. I hope you feel better soon
Goodbye! I do hope you get better! Thanks site is toxic at times, so I can understand, I pray for you to get better.
-Ava
Goodbye! I hope you will feel better! 💛 I think you are a amazing person on FA, and you inspired me. Thanking you for being on here, and being such a kind person on here. 💛
I don't think you all read it
To me it sounds like a suicide note
I don't care how ****ing immature you all are, read it.
Taco, please dm me, I'm here for you, please tell me you are still alive and well? Please show me no signs of harm?
I swear to god I will help you if it's the last ****ing thing I do.
I'm not going to watch a friend pass and do ****ing nothing
Go ON mean the world to me, NA8, -Luna-, and so many others.
You can't see it because that voice in your head keeps getting louder, and you let it.
You can't hear our positivity because you're doubting it and everything else,
Listen I'll be here for you
I'll block that ****ing voice
I'll help
We'll all help!
@Nighteye I very much agree about the suicide thing even if I just got on her pfp thing, you're such a great friend to her!
That was a good speech... :(( I'm sad...! I'll always cherish your feelings in my heart! I know no one will forget you! :)
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If someone died, that you loved, as family or frend, what would you do?
And also,
Tell me :) What is something worse going on? the worst thing that is going on is suicide
AND WOAH no need to call me a dog, And no, you are saying it is good for someone super special to die, not an opinion
Nooooo!!! My frendo!!!
Well, Guess I won't be expecting you to come back or what ever, just hope you read this message when you leave...
So, It was great, Absolutely great! Meeting you, I love your art, it was amazing, inspiring me to create some cool art and backgrounds, I would basically die of drowning in tears after writing this, but I still will write it.. If you do die.. Atleast you'll know how I lookand how I act and what I do and how I draw... I hope that you can atleast stay alive, but if you dont I would basically die, though I'm too young... If I wanted to visit you up there.. or down... It would take a long time, I can't wait, If you will leave the earth then... good luck with God... On the " , I'll see if I succeed. I'm going to die." part, I was so sad... I cant even explain... I cant stop talking about you dying I'm sorry... If you die, I will just look at your drawings, I will try finally getting my own styleand i would try to see when your b-day is, so I can celebrate it on my own..
I just wish that, that you wouldn't die, I would be devastated, I would wish that if you had a sibling that they will tell me that.. I will keep you as my follower for ever until flipanim dies off.. I will always look back to you, and I would always look.. up.. if you die, I hope you can come back, in a diff account or what ever, I just wish that you can stay, but I kind of understand, not too much, but if you want to leave flipanim, or the... world... * sob * thats your chose..
Good bye my frendo... to meet or to never meet again til I die..
Excuse me?!
“Everyone ****ing dies”?
What The **** is wrong with you?!
How dare you say that. What if that was someone you cared about? Would you say that too? WOULD YOU?!
You are ****ing messed up.
WOAH WHAT THE **** MAN?? YOU'RE LITERALLY A NEW USER AND THIS IS THE FIRST THING YOU DO??
wow, great way to make a gREAAAAAAT reputation.
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alright
sorry. i don't know what i did, but I'm sorry either way.
I don't want spam. Okay? Just leave if you want, I can't change that.
Look, I know people normally do this because they're hurt or angry about something. If you wanna talk about it then sure. But I don't know, you do you.
What the frick did taco do to you? How is she even hurting you? Do you even know how much YOUR words are hurting her?
And we never said you don’t have feelings. We are only treating you like “garbage” because YOU have decided to let your actions hurt someone we love and care for.
And yes, LEAVE.
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Okay so basically you think I WANT her to die? Never did I ever say that? Also you’re putting HER feelings above MINE. Selfish much? I think not. I just think I have feelings too, everyone is equal. So you’re basically saying no one irl supports her? What a ****ing idiot you are, you are the idiot here. Hear me out? Yeah, so maybe think before you speak. :)
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Taco I’m really really worried about you,
I don’t understand how barely anyone sees how troubling your comment sounds. I really hope that you’re okay and that you’re not hurting yourself.
Please know that some people really care about you and you mean the world to us too <3
hey yo, im probably late, but i just want to say something ig; i hope you have a good time out of flipanim, and i hope you feel better soon, sorry for never being there when i should be,,,
once again, i hope you have a good life outside of flipanim, and i wish you the best,,,
<3
I can't stop you and I'll really miss you and Idk what to say tbh you always inspired my to try really hard on my drawings :( I'll miss you
Taco honey, I'm really, extremely worried about you.
I understand your need for a break, and by all means take one if it will help you!
But please don't kill yourself. I'm on Discord if you want to talk at all, or email. I'm praying for you. I'm so sorry you feel this way, NOBODY should ever feel that way; especially a such a kind hearted soul like yourself.
ILYnh and I know that there are people that would miss you terribly if you were gone and want to help you. If we here at FA were there, you know we'd have your back. <3
I respect your situation, and your decision. Goodbye Taco, we will always remember you <3
I'm so sorry that this has to happen to you. I wish that I could have been there to support you through all this so that this wouldn't have to happen. I know I don't have the power to persuade you, but I just hope that wherever you are, we, FA, will remember you and miss you dearly.
Taco, I understand and respect your decision and just please know that we're here for you and loves you. You were one of the best artists and the all-mother of FA, and I just want to say THANK YOU for all the things you did. You inspired me so much and you encouraged me to keep on going. Thank you. Please saty safe and healthy and HAPPY. Love you nh <333333333333
I shall miss you very dearly, my friend. I am sad that you are leaving, but I will always have you in my heart.
I want you to know that I have and always will consider you as a very significant, beautiful, intelligent, and marvelous person in my life. I love you wholeheartedly when it comes to platonic terms.
Stay safe and always know that people care about you. I wish the best of luck to you.
Farewell.
sorry to comment aggain
just letting you know that im safe and i will return when my mental health stabilizes. sorry for scaring you all
Thank you for telling me, I was have been devastated if you umm.. "Left" for real, Thank god you didn't
I’m glad you will come back (hopefully) when you feel better!
Take as much time as you need.
You need this break, and I’m pretty sure most of us see that.
If you never return, you will still be our friends.
See ya!
Lol i just found this comment.
mafa is bullyeng me.
WHAT THE FUMP DID I SAY ''SIS''?
You yelled at me you were mean to me and you made me cry.
Atleast I tough you a lesson.
Now you can feel what i was feeling.
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@sammy, the frick are you talking about? Taco absolutely DID NOT leave for attention, she left because her mental health was decreasing and she needed time away from this site. If you actually cared about her, you would’ve been concerned about her. Instead here you are asking for her to come back because someone “bullied” you. Aren’t you the one looking for attention? And you don’t even make sense. In the first sentence you say you want her to come back. In the next you accuse her of leaving for attention. The heck man, make up your mind. Do you want her to come back or what? Geez.
Look, I don’t want to start an argument, but I do want you to know that taco did not leave for attention. Ok? Thanks.
It is your decision to leave and you have my complete respect for it.
You have left a permanant positive impact on this website and made it better in so many ways. You never failed to be a kind, respectful, and creative person. Never forget how amazing you are!!
I hope your life is everything it should be.
Thanks for being my inspiration!!! <333
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