What did i ever ****ing do to deserve my horrible reputation at school. WHAT DID I EVER ****ING DO TO MAKE THEM ALL HATE ME?! They all whisper and stare and im always scared to go to school. Im scared people will hurt me, or send me death threats, or tell me to kill myself. I have so much to worry about in my regular life, but noe school is a whole nother topic. People staring at me. People talking about me. It gives me some damn anxiety. They dont understand that because im different im probably better than them all. But they done give a shit about me.