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06.01.2019
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bianca1
06.01.2019 05:08
Linkwhy cry 0m0
Pinkieblinkieblue[OP]
06.01.2019 05:10
Linki've always wondered.... why was i born. what is my purpose in this world.. all that's been happening to me is nothing but suffering..
bianca1
06.01.2019 05:14
Linkoh I actually had the same thought in school my friend Hayley and Cecilia they now chat together left me behind like I wanted to suffer but my head said no just make a new squad and I have two people in my squad at school but I still wanted to suffer of them talking to each other a lot I still suffering about thinking of that *hugs you*
Pinkieblinkieblue[OP]
06.01.2019 05:18
Link...but.... for me, it's different.. everyone always acts like they care about me, but i can see right through that useless empty husk.. nobody cares about how i feel, my opinions, or my ideas. i bet they wouldn't even care if i was DEAD.
Pinkieblinkieblue[OP]
06.01.2019 05:19
Linkit's like they are trying to brainwash me.. get me on their side and crush everyone else's dreams. they've been crushing mine for who knows how long.
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bianca1
06.01.2019 05:25
Linkoh...…….I see but just ignore them just do your things I had to ignore my friends from talking a lot again me suffering alone and I just did my things and me and mala care about you and we don't want you to be dead our hearts mala me and you is our friendship and we treated you as a greatest best friend *hugs you a little tight*
Pinkieblinkieblue[OP]
06.01.2019 05:43
Linkyou don't know who i'm talking about, do you. *starts crying* i'm talking about my teachers.. my parents, everyone in the world. nobody cares about me.. they act like they do, but i never believe them... one thing happens, and then when i apologize and tell them how i wanna try to make it up to them, they just crush my dreams at the last second. not even caring how i feel....it's like being a human doll, being torn apart and sewn back together, over and over. and you know nobody would care, so you just hide it all behind a mask and keep smiling. although the things you feel are getting worse and you wanna cry and the pain is tearing you apart.. it hurts...
bianca1
06.01.2019 05:53
LinkOh.......
Pinkieblinkieblue[OP]
06.01.2019 05:56
Linkit's just endless pain.. all i am is just a voodoo doll created to suffer. i serve no purpose in life whatsoever..
i bet nobody would care if i was dead.. i don't have a purpose in this world, so why even live anyway... nobody cares about my opinions, ideas, or even how i feel. i bet they don't even care about my existance..
why would you want to... i don't even serve a perpose in this goddamn world.. i'm just a useless human ragdoll created to suffer..
No your. Not u r not a ragtagdoll u r pinki and as u u ....u helped me learn how to appreciate bats
but what purpose in life do i serve.. nothing. i was born for no reason.. just created to be left alone in the dust.. no appriciation, no one caring, nothing. i've tried to ask myself and/or any god if i have a purpose, why i'm like this, and why do i suffer so much. i'm just a useless meat puppet created to do people's bidding..
Pinkie, don't give up. You are an AMAZING friend and you have helped me so much. Please, please don't give up.