Sometimes i think its better just to be alone so i'm not hurt by people , sometimes i think its better to die so this thing called life doesn't kill me slowly , i think its better to let go of those memories i once cherished an make memories of how my childhood was like death but less worse , i go to sleep wishing one day the dark clouds will fade and i would be ok, but that day hasn't came or so i wished it did so this pain an finally go away an make these thoughts of death fade with the light that the sunny day brings , what is suicide?Is it just a something that sets you free or makes you sadder than you already are , is it something that takes away all you happy and sad memories an replace's them with fake ones's , is it something that someone should regret. Never knowing why life hates me just makes me sad but i know after these scar's or pain an sadness will be less notice able i will find someone who will make me feel ok instead of sad , yes i will cry an i will be sad but i will be ok i know someday