as the darkness fills me the less i feel the day get longer each time i cry, only a day with light would be thrilling but i will never feel free only trapped and hurt and pain will last nothing will change the way i feel inside but that outside looks happy nothingness will fall out threw the world but nothing will last like something falling but then never waking but you know how some say never say never somethings will never happen when you say that so all you feel like is a class clown with no jokes only someone who sits it the back unnoticed untouched till you fall....