There is literally sm pressure on me right now. My brother and I just got in a huge fight and my parents are divorcing, my dad is verbally abusive to my mom but I love them both I can't take sides. I feel like when I'm around everything just gets messed up and I have no meaning or purpose of living. I wish I was dead. I'm sorry to get you guys all up in this too but I rlly need to vent rn 😭😭😭