Honestly My heart hurts so much I don't think I have ever brought this up but I have not ever gotten over my depression. I almost put an end to my life I can't stand seeing others feel pain like I did. I see too much of people putting themselves down and it hurts You wanna know how I got this way? My art was created my my suffering. I was hurt, I was lonely, I was nothing. I wanted so badly to be something. I taught myself to draw. It was the only thing that could help me. Yes, I will have a mental breakdown if I can't draw. I have to smile and act happy everyday. I never guessed my outlet would hurt me so much. Please, for the love of anything, stop doing this to me. Let yourself be happy I can't stand to see you hold yourself down. I can't recover and I don't you to be like me.