I know. I'm a person on the internet. I can't make you do anything. But whatever you're going through, remember that there are people who love and care about you. Remember, there is ALWAYS someone who cares, whether they tell you or not. Whether they SHOW you or not. Whatever issues you may have,you can overcome them. With the help of other people. Again, I state that I can't MAKE you do anything, but I will say this: Don't try to hurt yourself. Tell someone about your problems. Don't bottle it all up inside yourself. That will just make everything worse. I must stress that there ARE people that care about you, and love you. Do as you must.