i'm in school rn so that makes things worse. I'm very nervous for tomorrow because i don't want to do anything wrong. Every time something good is about to happen i mess up and i don't want to mess up this time. My parents are the main reason why i am in pain but at the same time i am drowning in bottled up emotions. i want to express them but i know my fiance is going to worry a lot and i know she's going through things too. I love her sm and i don't want to hurt her. Along with personal things, my art and animation career makes it more stressful because i have deadlines, and my parents don't understand that. i'm sorry for the pointless rant/vent