uglee
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Subtle-Anxiety 
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29.07.2019
7 comments
Subtle-Anxiety[OP]
29.07.2019 04:52
Linkno hetero but girls are pretty
Subtle-Anxiety[OP]
29.07.2019 04:53
Linkno homo but I kinda wish it was easier to fall in love
Lidercider
29.07.2019 04:53
LinkYea
ew Im actually upset about love rn.
getting anxious and shit that Ill never find love even though I know Im young and shit but fhfhfhfhdhdn.
first of all, Im ugly and gross. so lmao no one will like me. also, even if people like em, Im not very out at my school so barely anyone knows Im a guy and uh that is really important. next Im ****ing dumb and demiromanti so idk what to do if someone tells me they like me like uh,,, thanks? idk if I could like you yet please check back in 2 months or after we have bonded and formed a connection. also uhhhhhh Im a stupid anxious mess and like, if I do like someone I dont tell them. I avoid them. I get scared and just stay as far away from them so I have the least negative impact on them hdgdgdhfhhfhf
also like.. I feel like Im the weird kid that people avoid at school a little. like, I do weird little motions and stim a lot and pick at my skin a lot during school and I feel like people notice all the stuff I do subconsciously and think I weird and dumb and fhfhfhjf. and like, sometimes when I sit I do this thing,, I dig my elbows into my sides and rest them on my hip bones (doesnt hurt) but when I do it I look uh, tense or uncomfortable I guess, and I just look weird. but its kinda comfortable to do idk
I justsbd I feel like no one ever really likes me and I dont want to approach people because I feel liek,they already have that opinion on me yknow? and I dont want to be the one thats unaware that no one likes them and try to make friends with peopel who think Im just a dumbass or something