being inside for 3 weeks except to go to the hospital mad me d e p r e s s e d

because I had nothing to care about besides internet stuff I just needed to be around people

I need to start going to the gym again im so out of shape but also I heard it's not good to work out if ur malnourished

So idk also I don't wanna do the work but I don't want to be out of shape so I guess I have to

my friends made me a card to get better sniff sniff it's amazing but it's innaproproate and I can't put it on my wall

i don't wanna celebrate my bday I'm dreading it it's just a huge hassle

i don't like any part of it besides getting gifts but also I feel bad when people have to buy me gifts just because I was born like idk but I like to get them for other people I like getting stuff but it's like I just feel bad also idk what to say like thanks but i m not good at sounding grateful and I don't want them to feel bad :))

Just annoying but my mom prolly gonna take me to a cat cafe and I'll invite my friends to come yay I just want it to be like a normal hang out

and I hate it when people come hang out with me at my house because they're in my space me and my friends always hang out at this one friends house only well usually we just go to the mall but when we have to go to someones house its her house

Also my family just embarrassing bro

im getting my hair colored

I want new clothes already

i just need money rn