Sorry, but I feel like a disappointment. Not only to my friends and family, but to myself. I've recently started honor's science, and man, there is pressure. Also, I was asked if I wanted to go into honor's math, but I turned it down, because I knew there would be more weight on my shoulders. I told my parents, and they seemed disappointed. Now, they're going to put me in a life skills class for 'special students' that I don't feel sure about. Then, my friends kinda seem off. I haven't been able to eat lunch with them. They tell me it's okay, but I know they're upset about it. Even if my parents, or my friends, tell me everything is okay... I don't believe them. Seeing everyone upset, makes me upset with myself. Now I'm probably saying this cause I'm really, REALLY tired, but, I don't wanna be here. Not dead, of course. I just want to run away from everything. Sorry if it sounds like I'm making a big deal outta nothing. I just needed to get it off my chest. Thank you for being there for me though.

Thanks...