So- I honestly forgot all about this till now

But-

In 4th grade there was this boy named Randall Williams-

And like- He had a crush on me, but he was talking about wanting to **** me when I would walk around the playground with him

We were like 10 by the ****ing way- 10 years old

So this Randall kid like- ended up getting me to like him and then I said i liked him back and he said something like "thats cool then do you want to date me and i will **** you in the boys bathroom after recess?" And I just- I was so uncomfy but i was really shy and had no friends so i said maybe- even though i didnt want to- And like- after recess he was trying to touch my thighs and ass when we were walking- there- But then thank god the teacher saw and he got in trouble for doing that And like- I just now saw him

..no I saw him I am sitting under the table charging my phone and he just comes into the Laundromat and stares at me for about 5 seconds-

Before that he would always call me hot and say he wants to grab my (at the time nonexistent lmao wtf) breasts-

He would tell me really gross things he wanted to do to me and since I an the nice pushover i am i would just take it and try to force a laugh fron it

And i was genuinely scared of him deeo down because he legit seemed like the guy to do that shit and not listen to the answer no

Like seriously- 10 years old- I didnt even know what a condom was when i was ten

Well- okay that is a lie

Idk..

I think they are just everywhere and it is actually the reason I am so comfortable around you. Because I know that not only would you not be able to do that stuff, but I would actually get to talk to you online and get to choose if i want to meet you irl-

It may just be because I am like- a really shy and kind person that doesnt like to stand up for herself- And add the fact that I am considered a "pretty" girl by almost everyone

Idk i am just- perfect prey for people like that..

Plus, i already know that unlike almost all these guys at my school and stuff- you wouldnt do that shit if i did know you irl at least now without asking and stuff

Well yeah

But i mean if you like actually felt like you legit wanted to, not like-

Oh god- And the time that kid told me at school this year while pointing at his friend "hey he said he wants to touch your tits"

Who just goes out and says thattt

Lol but fr tho if we did go to the same school i would probably like- actually cling to you out of fear that something will happen- Yeah it would probably be annoying

I like to cling to my guy friends because when i am around them the less likely i will get like- harassed like that- Rn i kinda just cling to Goth boy Kasey and Turtle boy Bryce-