this isn’t a vent. at least i don’t think it is. i just feel so awkward. on weekends i usually don’t even get out of bed. i don’t usually take care of myself like i should. i don’t socialize enough. i feel trapped in a time loop. everything feels the same as it did the day before.

it’s a never ending cycle and i don’t know how to make my life and livelier

i go to school every week. i see the same people and do what feels like the same thing every single day aside from the weekend. the only time i ever feel genuinely alive and happy is on holidays.