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XxLunarDaFoxX
29.02.2020 21:37
Link*wheeze*
I know I bring it up a lot but-
Sexually abused several years ago I guess has affected me, in some sort of way. I’ve become really depressed and I feel that I can’t really trust adults anymore. Almost everyone has a sexual side, but you cannot go that far. A while after, kidnapped by a drug addicted step aunt. I feel now tha I’m just more cautious and constantly anxious about everything
XxLunarDaFoxX
29.02.2020 21:40
LinkNow ig the only option for me is to hurt myself or other people
Ryushi[OP]
29.02.2020 21:44
Linkgirl, thats n o r m a l to feel that way, like you think after getting raped or some shit girls be like "heY iM fiNe NoW leTs gO shOpPiNg jEsSiCA" NOPE not at all. what you are experiencing is the effects of T R A U M A. therapy is doo doo since its an adult so scratch that. any good friends? bf? gf?
XxLunarDaFoxX
29.02.2020 21:45
LinkMeh idk
XxLunarDaFoxX
29.02.2020 21:46
LinkYour funny tho
Ryushi[OP]
29.02.2020 21:46
Linknaw, thats a lie, ive been there, no trust me that is a troublesome path
XxLunarDaFoxX
29.02.2020 21:47
LinkEver heard of a school shooting?
XxLunarDaFoxX
29.02.2020 21:47
LinkKnow why I’m obsessed with them?
Ryushi[OP]
29.02.2020 21:48
Linkim a slow ass typer sorryy.
and well thanks but thats not the pointtt
Ryushi[OP]
29.02.2020 21:48
Linklemme guess you wanna try it?
XxLunarDaFoxX
29.02.2020 21:48
LinkIt is the point though. I want to hurt other people, with guns
Ryushi[OP]
29.02.2020 21:50
Linkokay
lets get a bit serious.
tell me exactly why
XxLunarDaFoxX
29.02.2020 21:53
LinkWell, here’s an example I think..
When I created Voodoo, it was just a character. Then, I started using him as a vent. How, though, as a vent? Those wwyd anims I’d make where all secretly vents, letting out some of my emotion. Eventually, I developed him a bit more and he became the bad guy, aka my bad side. A insane, rude, criminal. But then, I realized that I related to him on my bad side more than anything. But, in the other hand, I want to make people feel fear.
XxLunarDaFoxX
29.02.2020 21:54
LinkFeel fear for me, feel SCARED over me
XxLunarDaFoxX
29.02.2020 21:54
LinkSo I’m thinking, if I point a gun to someone’s head, maybe just then I’ll get to hear them cry
XxLunarDaFoxX
29.02.2020 21:56
LinkI’m sorry I sound so twosted
XxLunarDaFoxX
29.02.2020 21:56
LinkBAHAH MY SPELLING
Ryushi[OP]
29.02.2020 22:02
Linkthats a ptsd.. post traumatic stress disorder,
its a reaction to keep you safe back in times of survival, the logic works as, if "people/things are scared of me, then they wont hurt me" its common after experiencing shock or trauma.
XxLunarDaFoxX
29.02.2020 22:03
LinkOh
I never knew
Ryushi[OP]
29.02.2020 22:04
Linkyou can drop the act we're alone, be you right now, i WONT judge. i swear.
XxLunarDaFoxX
29.02.2020 22:04
LinkWhat do you want me to say so bad?
Ryushi[OP]
29.02.2020 22:06
Linkto be honest you should talk to an adult about this because it can escalate, and as happy that might make you now, it'll ruin you later
XxLunarDaFoxX
29.02.2020 22:06
LinkIt probably will
Ryushi[OP]
29.02.2020 22:08
Linkwhatever you wanna say, im just trying to get the right details, sorry i tend to get pushyyy
XxLunarDaFoxX
29.02.2020 22:09
LinkIs okay
Ryushi[OP]
29.02.2020 22:09
Linkokay so, try and count how many people you trust
XxLunarDaFoxX
29.02.2020 22:10
LinkThough I’m not gunna talk to an adult, I’ll go to a mental facility. But, HAH, imagine people arming teacher’s, then I’d really be in trouble
XxLunarDaFoxX
29.02.2020 22:10
LinkI dunno, I trust around 3-4 maybe 5
Ryushi[OP]
29.02.2020 22:14
Linkthen talk to a teen, now out of those five who do you trust the most, ya dont have to tell me, just as long as ya know who
XxLunarDaFoxX
29.02.2020 22:17
LinkI trust you, too ig
Ty for this
Ryushi[OP]
29.02.2020 22:21
Linkwait wh-
wait no- hold on- what- why-
aHem, well thats uh good? you okay though? i mean if ya dont wanna talk then its all good? but are you still like, down to talk-?
XxLunarDaFoxX
29.02.2020 22:22
LinkMhm
I’m confusing I’m sorry
Ryushi[OP]
29.02.2020 22:27
Linkno im denser then rock- like fr-
but "mhm" that ya wanna talk or "mhm" that you're good-?
XxLunarDaFoxX
29.02.2020 22:31
LinkWe can talk smore
Ryushi[OP]
29.02.2020 22:33
Linkoka, hmm so what else is bothering you?
XxLunarDaFoxX
29.02.2020 22:34
LinkMy saneness 👌
Ryushi[OP]
29.02.2020 22:38
Linkhmmm- what about it?
XxLunarDaFoxX
29.02.2020 22:44
LinkWho WANTS to kill someone?
Ryushi[OP]
29.02.2020 22:48
Linkmany people ._. like SO M A N Y PEOPLE I KNOW
XxLunarDaFoxX
02.03.2020 03:15
LinkDamn
Ryushi[OP]
02.03.2020 03:38
Linkmhm