We need to talk
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AnimalCrazy963 
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1161
28.10.2018
18 comments
AnimalCrazy963[OP]
28.10.2018 07:42
LinkL E T M E T Y P E
Meeshy
28.10.2018 07:43
LinkN O
AnimalCrazy963[OP]
28.10.2018 07:47
LinkI never thought I’d share my story, but here we go:
I used to be a happy, but shy young kid, who loved playing, social interaction with friends. I never knew, but a little cloud of doubt would always follow me. I, a naive little 5 year old, thought it was normal. When I got more older, I started getting nervous all the time. My parents picked up on it, but thought I was being tough on them, as they were going through stuff themselves. I started getting back chatty and rude, as defending myself, but, of course, they didn’t see it that way. They thought I was being a little shit. I started getting quiet around the rest of my family, and only spoke openly with my household. Family gatherings where a nightmare for me. I had a little brother, who had autism. He always got the attention, and well, I got jealous.
ThatOnekid101
28.10.2018 07:49
LinkWow....
AnimalCrazy963[OP]
28.10.2018 07:51
LinkThen, school started. I was an anxious little kid, but eh, everyone thought it was normal. Kids were nervous on there first days. But, then my teachers got worried. I hated my buddy (for those of you who don’t know what a buddy is, it is a sixth grader who would take care of you) and thus, she ignored me.
Fast forward a few years, and homework started getting harder. My mum would help me, but we would always get into fights about it. Then, my mother noticed when we went to stores, I started breaking down. I was shaking, sweating and trying not to cry as my mother made me pay for our items. She started taking me to the physiologist, and I was confirmed to have an anxiety disorder.
Meeshy
28.10.2018 07:52
Linkoh im so sorry...
ThatOnekid101
28.10.2018 07:54
LinkThis sounds familiar to me...
Meeshy
28.10.2018 07:56
Linkwhy?
AnimalCrazy963[OP]
28.10.2018 07:57
LinkI lived the rest of my life with anxiety hanging of my back.
And then, this year I had my first crush. He was kind, caring, and most of all, was into the same thing as I was. I got my own little buddies of my own, who I will give them the love and support that my buddy never gave me. I have amazing friends, but depression still cling onto me. That is when, My mind became toxic.
I thought I was fat, not good enough, and that my crush will never like me. I then stopped eating.
I became thinner everyday, but in my mind, fatter. It got so bad that I had to see another phsycologist.
She gave me stratages and ways to tell if I was having an anxiety attack, and told me to vent to her everyday. Then, for a couple of months, I was confident. But now, my mind is becoming toxic again, I’m starving myself and my parents don’t know. But, how could I tell them when we are struggling with money? So I want to ask you if you can help me. If, it’s ok, that’s it.
Thank you for reading! <33
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AnimalCrazy963[OP]
28.10.2018 07:59
LinkI will not get into anymore details.. as they are..... triggering.. to me and maybe you guys.. but
Ily all so much! <333
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ThatOnekid101
28.10.2018 08:04
LinkIt must be tough for you but in a lot of cases there is people who understand. Even if I’m a complete stranger I understand what
It’s like because I’ve heard it before. What ever happens here CAN STAY here just remember that there is people who care about you and have your back no matter what!
Meeshy
28.10.2018 09:33
Link@AnimalCrazy963 i wish i could jump through the screen and hug you even as a frikin stranger!
What you should do is STOP GOING ON THIS DUMB DIET!! YOU ARE SO PRETTY, YOU DONT NEED TO! And your crush, he ADORES you! Remember when he’d avoid hitting you in dodgeball, went for anyone else thou, (yes he did go for me, I was out), and how when a guy said nasty, untrue things about you, he stuck up for you and that was sweet of him. He loves you, and why shouldn’t he? You are pretty, kind, loving, smart, you possess every cool quality, senpai! Oh back to this diet, I have done my research and found that you only lose 10% body weight, and then you regain it. It gives you a higher risk of getter cardiovascular disease, high blood pressure and type 2 diabetes. Dieting is actually considered an eating disorder, called anorexia, eating too little.A warning sign that dieting is unsafe is that you are slimming even though you are not overweight. This is what you are doing! You are not fat, don’t ever believe this! Now lose this diet, and btw your crush loves you!
Xx
Awww am-y!!
You are the most kind, amazing person ever! I’d be lost without you! And yes, I am aware of anorexia and other eating disorders, that’s why I’m not starving myself.
Thank you so, so much for being amazing! <33
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I'm sorry that you have been a victim of this too.
please don't talk to me about this, but you're not alone. I have things that go on in my household that I am forbidden to talk about, and its killing me. people say when they ask you if you're ok and youre really not.... that my life. i look at other people and then to myself and i think...
Your uglier, fatter and stupider than them. Get it together.
i pretend that im fine. i make everyone laugh by doing faces that i hate and makes me ugly and... im honestly miserable. i got bullied by some friends badly at school and its im still hurt. they are leaving me alone now, but.
i went to person thingy, and hated it. i wouldnt talk about my family and compairing myself. i refused.
i look at your drawings at school and home, and honestly ive cried more than once.d
i wish i was as talented as you
i also feel judged because i like boys and girls. i make fun of it by having 6 wives (it all good fun though)...
Don’t worry say.
You are bisexual, as well as me. I just didn’t want to put it in there.
If you need to talk with someone, I’m here for you.
( by the way I am jealous at your drawings they are so beautiful! )