I only want to feel intense emotions or else I’ll just feel nothing at all I’m not saying that in a edgy way there’s something wrong with me I just wanna be normal

I like feeling sad or mad or super anxious

I like when I have something to be mad about I also like when I have something to be sad about because then I don’t have to pretend

XD I’m ok I have really bad mood swings when I don’t have anything to feel about