based on what Navi said: Life is a never ending loop of experiences and complex situations that we find ourselves in, and emotions that aren't easy to break out of. You wish you could be someone else but you can't You feel stuck in a place and body you don't want to be in So you find yourself constantly feeling sick and overwhelmed with guilt, fear, and sadness. You want help, and to talk to people, but you push them away because you don't want to put your problems onto their shoulders, into their bad, for them to carry a long distance. So you stay quiet, or when you rant about yourself in complex ways you can think of, you start to break down into the decaying dust you picture yourself to be. It isn't easy to cheer up, and that's why we push people away nothing is ever easy. Nothing was ever meant to be easy. It isn't that we're weak, it's that we're hard to figure out we're built like machines, to do and make things that never thought to be possible. Our emotions are the paths