WOW! jesse is your first post back really going to be a vent? maybe! its my account isnt it. anyway. big announcement/updates/diary post im trans! this is a shock to no one. in fact i believe i already said this but because of the environment i live and grew up in, and my family, i went back in the closet. so there was a lot of shame in being trans, so being on here while being open about myself made me feel shame and vulnerable, but staying closeted made me feel fake and made me feel like i wasnt actually friends with anyone. so i disappeared off FA because i felt like a shithole and wanted out, and was too internalized homo/transphobia to reach out to the people i met on here who i really care about. a lot of them were like. foundational for me. <3 anyway my name is jesse! im a genderqueer tguy, i use he/him pronouns, and i wnat to post on FA more because drawing is fun and i miss ppl. anyway thats all for now until i draw somethign else.