Sorry babe :( i didnt know what you would see this so soon..i kinda was hoping youd never see it at all, im so sorry. I just- its just so hard to keep going and sometimes you make it harder for me to just get through the day. When you tell me to kms all the time. I cant ever tell if your being serious anymore. I am so confused if your being serious or not and i cant ever talk to you or ask because you just shut me down and tell me to kms. Its taken a big tole on my mental health and its gotten to the point i dont know if i can handle it anymore. Im sorry, i do love you..forever and always❤️

Whats wrong with you? Why cant you take this seriously?? Im questioning kms right now and you act like this? This is why i can never talk to you, i love you so so much and i dont want you to not be in it but you need to change. Or else i really dont know if i can handle this anymore. Please, i need you to do better, for me…

Im so sick of this :( i try my best to try to help you be better but you wont ever do the same for me.. stop acting like this is a joke! I love you but i cant keep trying to reason with you. I cant do this anymore, i think that this might be goodbye..forever..im sorry.

Wtf? I feel like im seeing this whole different point of you and it disgusts me?? You’ve completely changed and i hate it. I miss how kind you used to be and caring. Whyd you change for the worst. I wanted to say goodbye to you one last time but now i see that you don’t deserve my goodbyes. Also you cant kys first because im doing it first.

God! Youre so childish, IM SO SICK OF THIS. WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO MAKE YOU BETTER, I TRY AND I TRY AND I TRY PLEASE. IM BEGGING YOU PLEASE. I DONT ACTUALLY WANT TO KMS BUT YOUVE DROVE ME TO THIS POINT AND I DONT KNOW WHY I KEEP TRYING BUT IM JUST HOPING, HOLDING ON TO THIS SLIVER OF HOPE BUT NO!!

Maybe you should honestly, i would probably feel a real heavy weight lifted off my shoulder. I cant do it anymore and ive given up. Completely. Have a good life, or just dont live at all. You arent my problem anymore..