Maybe you should honestly, i would probably feel a real heavy weight lifted off my shoulder. I cant do it anymore and ive given up. Completely. Have a good life, or just dont live at all. You arent my problem anymore..

God! Youre so childish, IM SO SICK OF THIS. WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO MAKE YOU BETTER, I TRY AND I TRY AND I TRY PLEASE. IM BEGGING YOU PLEASE. I DONT ACTUALLY WANT TO KMS BUT YOUVE DROVE ME TO THIS POINT AND I DONT KNOW WHY I KEEP TRYING BUT IM JUST HOPING, HOLDING ON TO THIS SLIVER OF HOPE BUT NO!!

Wtf? I feel like im seeing this whole different point of you and it disgusts me?? You’ve completely changed and i hate it. I miss how kind you used to be and caring. Whyd you change for the worst. I wanted to say goodbye to you one last time but now i see that you don’t deserve my goodbyes. Also you cant kys first because im doing it first.

Im so sick of this :( i try my best to try to help you be better but you wont ever do the same for me.. stop acting like this is a joke! I love you but i cant keep trying to reason with you. I cant do this anymore, i think that this might be goodbye..forever..im sorry.

Whats wrong with you? Why cant you take this seriously?? Im questioning kms right now and you act like this? This is why i can never talk to you, i love you so so much and i dont want you to not be in it but you need to change. Or else i really dont know if i can handle this anymore. Please, i need you to do better, for me…