holy **** bro i would've freaked the hell out too

I'm sure it was just a nightmare silly don't overthink it! anyways i hope you're sleeping easy now, dreaming about wonderful things

usually if dreams have meaning they would present deep and symbolic figures like this one dream I had was in a marble palace and there was giant marble pillars, and like out of nowhere the marble underneath my feet started to shift like sand and it looked like there was a giant worm under the marble tiles and it was like this weird looking marble pillar worm, and it opened its mouth and it showed me a horse with rusted and worn silver armor that was missing a leg and an eye and it just sort of stayed that way until i woke up i figured that it had to do something with how i was viewing my own life, i was blind to see the road ahead of me which was my future, the missing leg indicated that maybe I'm not fully capable of continuing my path in life, and the silver armor means that I've already worn myself down to the least of my durability

but after, i walked out of that palace and sat down next to a woman with her children that were playing with the sand by the bay, and she said, "If you think you've reached the end to your path, give yourself meaning to continue your long journey." and she looked toward her children, then back at me with a smile. dreams are so weird, they are like messages from your self consciousness and no i didn't make this up, this is one of many dreams i wrote down you should do it too sometime! it helps with identifying symbolic meanings

oh and, nightmares are usually caused by a lot stress, so if you've been under a lot of it maybe try to get some weight off your back, I feel like you've done more than enough for others, and you should prioritize your mental health more love yourself, you only get to experience life this one single time i know life is tough but eventually, everything will be okay.

please consider what you're going to do tomorrow if they don't believe you. please don't do what I did to myself a couple months back it really isn't worth it please? i may not be someone you know but please don't do it

I'm so dead serious please 💔 god i wish i could do something other than just type on your post hoping to somehow convince you please don't do it

I want you to know that there will be people in your life that will truly love you and adore you for everything you are I want you to know that even if you feel trapped there will be people willing to pull you out of the tar that is holding you in place please just push through these obstacles in life. I know you have what it takes. I know you're so much stronger than you think you are.

you aren't weak or fragile, you're powerful and tougher than most people. you've made it this far, it won't hurt to keep pushing on and enduring the shit life throws at you.

I hope you read this, I hope you slept well in case you did!! please, don't be so hard on yourself..