When I think about it, I'm not a good person, I'd like to think I am, but I'm really not, I'll never be the person I want to be, because I don't try, but I don't try because I don't see myself as good enough too, honestly the internet ruined my life I depend on it to show myself off as someone I actually like, it's an escape from who I am to who I want to be. maybe I try to hard to seem like a good person, but deep down I'm a liar, I lie to everyone I meet, it's just a big case of imposter syndrome, I lie because I think People will like me more if I'm interesting, but I can't hold up that image for a long time. and honestly I don't know why I lie, because theres no reason too, I kinda hate myself a lot, and wish I could put on a mask all the time so people will look up to me, to like me. but I', not one to say what people like or love, I just wish I didn't feel like I have to lie to keep people around.