Every emotion is just out the window all I feel now is this aching numbness. I mean I really don’t care about it though but like damn. Not “Nice.” Dude. Nice.

But you know what’s ****ing funny? The fact I try and help almost everyone wether they need to vent or they need advice but when I need help I can’t say it, it’s like I want to say that I need help but I just can’t. Damn dawg you ****ing talking to yo self. Man shut up. No you shut up.

Like I want to at least try and help everyone but what if no one wants to try and help me? That’s crazy man. Nice.