My last vent...

I am trying my best to stop being like an Idiot but I couldn't... None was helping me here in this site expect Stickman- animator But My problem got worse My friends give me head aches None was with me anymore they all think I am just a kid who is Just a doodler and just a weirdo I just hide My true colors I didn't want to shout at them like I am heartless I wouldn't do that to my Friends So I just try to be kind and not snap out of it or my friends would just call me a "Dumbass or a pussy" Even my parents they Just try to make me like a original Woman but I want to be myself they just force me But I try to ignore I am just a kid Why should I deserve this pain I have more but this was my final vent...