but also Im super self conscious and would be too scared to go out in stuff like that or even tske pics so like lmao what would be the point Im too lazy to do that much work without a payoff

also like, suddenly want to shave my eyebrows really badly and Im not gonna cause like, I cant make that look good

I also want more clothes again haha I can never find stuff I like in stores

and I wanna bleach my hair and dye it again but also like, not dye it and just have it bleached anjfjfjrnndmd idk what I wanna do with it I also need a haircut but Im not really sure what I wanna do