XD face smash

When you're stalking someone's comments to see if they answered you but really they haven't and you're really attention starved and you want them to answer so you can continue the conversation or the roleplay and you realize how pathetic you are for not having any friends that you talk with accept for a girl you've known for two years who's almost three years older than you and all you really do is draw and roleplay together or ask her to help you with your stress and your boyfriend who ignores all of your calls and wants to cuddle you but you can't because we're in quarantine and you're sad because your other friend has problems that they honestly don't share much about and you have an obsession with binder clips and you're so lonely and don't know what to do

lol